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| Monday, September 26, 2011 |
| Truth Hurts |
Why
didn't they care for me.......?????
My inside they never did see,
My heart cries......my body is sore,
Paralyzing me to the innermost core,
The anger inside me can take no more.
The frustration, the misery and pain,
Driving me crazy...turning me insane,
Escaping away, do I have what it needs??
And finally I accept the things the way the
are,
trying to live, trying to bear.....!!!
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posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/26/2011 01:34:00 PM  |
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| A VOID IN MY MIND |
What
can fill that empty space
That seems a hollow pit.
When something there is missing
And nothing seems to fit.
How
do you fill the emptiness
And satisfy the inner hunger;
When all in life has left you starved
But no where's found the answer.
Outside
yourself, you start to look
But still there stands the void.
The little things you used to love,
No longer seen enjoyed.
Don't
talk to me of Jesus,
For I'm his and he is mine,
but even though I know him;
I'm still not feeling fine.
Tomorrow,
I'll go searching,
And tell you what I find
But if my search should prove in vain;
It will have satisfied my mind.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/26/2011 01:28:00 PM |
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| I DIED A DEATH |
I died a death but stayed alive
In phantom's likeness I survive
Alive, yet dead, I walk alone
In rooms with walls as cold as stone
I lived a life and dreamed a dream
And loved the life you lived with me
Then in the whisper of a breath
You left, and then I died a death
Though dead I live, I cannot part
From love that lives within my heart
Within my sorrow I must strive
To keep my hope and faith alive
For all the love that I would give
I surely would prefer to live
To be content, not to survive
But feel my spirit come alive
You slowly took your final breath
'Twas me, my dear, who died a death
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/26/2011 01:25:00 PM |
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| Saturday, September 17, 2011 |
| lost |
Well im just worthless, everything i want to do gets so fuck up. SO i give up,
im not going back to life i dont have a connect anymore, but i want
to drink or something so i can get over. I know theres still stuff fucked up in me, but right now
im just smoking so whats wrong with that right? But they dont see it
that way so how can i get away from my sadness? Get away from it all where i
can get fucked up til i die, all my dreams are gone im just one of those
people who cant amount to anything. But i want to so bad, but is there another way out for me than just
dieing?
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/17/2011 08:52:00 PM |
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| Thursday, September 15, 2011 |
| so i'm a jerk |
Veera : Kana??, Why always poking?
Sachin : icha hela .... kana yemiti raga je, chad anyway
how's u
Veera : Tate saetheru kana.. , Dnt poke me..
Sachin : hmmmmm kana yaar, anyways how's aunty n ur
bro
Veera : I aint talkng to u.. Neithr would nvr.., Bye.
Sachin : yete raga kahinki yaar once we were gud friends
Veera : Coz that tym I didnt knw u are such an ..., Mora and
sriya bhitere jhagda lageilu then mo naa re taku micha kahilu, then u playd
with her feelngs then u betrayd gayatri.. Jst giv me a valid resn tat y shudnt I be
angry on u?
Sachin : may be u r right.... sorry to disturb u ....
Veera : Jst make sure tat u nvr come in my way by poking or
sending me request.. Had enuf 4m
u.. No mre I want.. Bye..
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/15/2011 02:02:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, September 6, 2011 |
| wish for my b'day |
I wish there was a messy card in a shaky handwriting to cheer me up. I wish a herd of friends just popped up with a small cake, frolicking around me, dressing me up, giving up those warm hugs with cream all over me, money being pulled out of my wallet for return treat. I wish a best friend showed up like sunshine to make my day and said- ”you mad boy!! how dare you miss my gift”. Maybe between all this I would be worried about that cream on my shirt, “not-so-good” photographs but I wish my eyes were watery with a laughter and blush rather than that grimace I am afraid to face.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/06/2011 11:00:00 AM |
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| Monday, September 5, 2011 |
| happy birthday tweetie |
Strawberries are red,
Blueberries are blue,
Today is your birthday,
I'm thinking of you.
You‘ve been my friend in history,
Past, present and future,
Girl you know all is true,
Without you I would be indeed so blue.
When I laugh you laugh,
When I cry you laugh,
Why my dear friend laugh when I cry?
You are my child, look in the mirror when you cry, you will see reason why!
It's your birthday anyway, hey are you going ask me something about today?
If not I have to say, happy birthday, comfort and joy to you on this day,
Because you are history,
past, present and future,
you and I will always be friends on
birthdays and any days.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 9/05/2011 11:30:00 AM |
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| Saturday, September 3, 2011 |
| new destiny |
Why don’t people understand me, why don’t they understand
that I too have some priorities in life. They think i’m flirt, ya I am …. I do
flirt but I never hurt anyone, I am friendly mixing, but I never take
advantage. I got a gal jeni, but she feels I’m not able to reach her
expectations. Now what can I do. I got office, work, family etc….. and over
that my debts… suddenly I feel everything is getting complicated…I am not getting time to coop things.... when I am free I'm for my best buddies....... now I planned I am going
out of Bhubaneswar… dunno where…. Hope to finish my novel soon….. I want to
start my own company….. let see…. A new war…. A new complication…. A new quest….
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