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| Tuesday, March 29, 2011 |
| growing up in the 90's |
awesome article i read:-
How did one survive growing up in the 90's?
We had no seatbelts, no airbags and sitting in the back of a truck was a treat… Our baby prams had the most gorgeous lead based colours… No such thing as tamper proof bottle tops…
Opening kitchen cupboards was a breeze… as safety locks were unheard off… Cycling was like a breath of fresh air…No safety helmets, knee pads or elbow pads, with plenty of cardboards between spokes to make it sound like a motorbike…When thirsty we only drank tap water, bottled water was still a mystery… We kept busy collecting bits & pieces so we could build all sort of things … and we were fearless on our bikes even when the brakes failed going downhill… We were showing off how tough we are, by how high we could climb trees & then jumping down….It was great fun…. We could stay out to play for hours, as long as we got back before dark, in time for dinner…
We walked to school, or sometimes we even rode our bike. We had no mobile phones, but we always managed to find each other…. How? No one knows… We lost teeth, broke arms & legs, we got cuts and bruises and bloody noses…. nobody complained as we had so much fun, it wasn't anybody's fault, only ours
We ate everything in sight, cakes, bread, chocolate, ice-cream, sweet sugary drinks, yet, we stayed skinny by fooling around.
We did not have Play Stations, MP3, Nintendo's, I-Pods, Video games, 99 Cable TV channels, DVD's, Home Cinema, Mobile phones, Home Computers, Laptops, Chat-rooms, Internet, etc ... BUT, we had REAL FRIENDS!!!!
We called on friends to come out to play, never rang the doorbell, just went around the back… We loved being let loose in the big bad world…without bodyguards… We played with sticks and stones, played cowboys and Indians, doctors and nurses, hide and seek, soccer games, over and over again…
Such were the days… We had freedom, success, disappointments and responsibilities. ..
Most of all, we learned to respect others…
by- ANIRBAN BASU Labels: experiences of life |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/29/2011 06:12:00 PM  |
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| smoking rocks |
Aaj Fhir ek Cigarette jala raha hu
Fir ek tilli bhuja raha hu.
Uski nazar main yeh ek gunah hai
Main toh uske Vaade bhula raha hu.
Samajhna mat isko meri aadat
Mian toh bas Dhuaa Uda Raha hu.
ye uski yaadon ke silsile hai
Main uss bedard ki yaade jala raha hu.
Main pikar itna bahak Chuka hu
K Gum ke Kisse suna raha hu.
Agar tumhe bhi gum ho toh paas aao
Main pi raha hu aur pila raha hu.
Hai meri aankhen toh aaj Num
Magart main sabko hassa raha hu,
Aur Fhir ek Cigarette jala raha hu Labels: experiences of life |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/29/2011 02:47:00 PM |
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| Monday, March 28, 2011 |
| memories...... |
There are few moments in everyone’s life that are for eternity. In that moment they forget everything, forget their past, forget their present, forget their sorrows and even they forget the peoples around them…. Those few moments are best moments of life….
Every body has got few memories those bring smile on their faces even when they are sad or in tears… such few memories make everyone’s life worthwhile…. I too had few such moments which I always treasure… those moments which no one can ever steal or erase….. they sometimes make me smile and sometime realize what I have lost…..
Though I am left alone now….. but now being alone doesn’t bother me….. I learnt no one is mine.. all are with us for a moment and out of those moments, few moments turn into beautiful memories… and they become special ‘ MOMENTS TO REMEMBER’, which stay with us forever……
The song that keeps goig on my mind at the moment is
“Baatein bhool jaati hain
Yaadein yaad aati hain
Yeh yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam ke
Chal jaane ke baad aati hain
Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein…………."
Just wish to relive thiose moments once and cherish them… but wishes never come true… but still I wish upon my guardian angel……. Labels: experiences of life, Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/28/2011 02:37:00 PM |
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| Saturday, March 26, 2011 |
| new challenge..... |
Wow....... today I’m feeling so changed the same old feeling of challenge…. Today I came café in just 12 mins…. Wow…. My best till date…. Last was 13 mins….. all days it used to take 25 mins….. now thinks are changing…. To hell with pplz who dun care…. I dun also care now….. I have set new targets for myself…. Within coming December I need to clear all my debts … den I need to master few VFX softwares on my own….. and next year for sure… gonna join some big studies… (targets:- pixelloid, red chilies, prana, prime focus, rhythm n hues) all the best to me….. wow…. I really love this josh in me… weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee……….. wooooooooooooooo…. Now it doesn’t matter if I;m alone…. Just missing tweety….. Wish she could see the happy me…. Anyways….. wishes never come true…. They are to be forcefully made to come true….. wooooo…. Labels: experiences of life, Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/26/2011 05:56:00 PM |
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| Thursday, March 24, 2011 |
| i dun exist |
It really feels bad when u r being ignored like hell… as if u dun exist… what the fuck…. I’m really fed up of everything…. Fucking pplz…… no one wants to talk…. No one replies….. phusss……… as if I’m invisible…. Anyway… I dun care…. I’m better off alone anyway……….. K Labels: experiences of life, Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/24/2011 07:19:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, March 23, 2011 |
| difficult life ahead |
It seems I am getting cut off from the world…. Now a days I hardly get any sms,…. Hardly someone chats with me….. dun feel like going out of home…. Dun feel like talking to anyone… dun feel like writing… just left alone…….. now this city roads also tease me… once I betrayed everyone and made them away from me…. And now I realize how alone I am….. nothing is helping out….. just wish I get a job soon… and I make myself busy somewhere…….. else I am gonna never come out of this situation…. Chalo… won’t write anymore till I get a job……. Moving on is so difficult…… take care….. keep smiling Labels: Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/23/2011 05:53:00 PM |
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| Friday, March 18, 2011 |
| lyrics of EK NIRANJAN english version |
No mother, no father,
no sister or brothers...
I'm a loner!
No girl friend, no marriage...
No uncle to give his
daughter in marriage...
No native place, I've no name...
No home, no companion...
Nobody will remember me...
I'll never get hiccups...
There's no one for me,
and no tears in my eyes...
I'm a loner in crowd...
my world is different...
Care of pIatform...son of bad time...
Freedom is my biggest problem...
I don't know my date of birth...
I grew up with nature...
I don't know what is lullaby...
Nobody to console my cries...
Who is there to ask about my welfare?
No one to bother about me...
No coop or no fence...
no chicken to lay egg...
My heart is full of feelings...
No one is caring...
That's okay, it's okay...
I'm a darling to myseIf...
My songs will call me
fondly like a mother...
A peg of rum will put me
to sleep peacefully...
I'm all of myself all the day
and in dreams too...
Next morn it's all
I, me and myself, no change... Labels: nice song |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/18/2011 05:37:00 PM |
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| Thursday, March 10, 2011 |
| confused |
Before these moments die, spend life happily...
Make it cherished and memorable...
Eyes have become seas...
Waves of memories are hitting the shores...
Dropping down from eyes like tears...
Every passing minute is wounding...
Every wound has become a goal...
milestones of my love...
I'm a river that got tired running long distance...
Meandering into dusty sands without reaching any seashore...
I'm a dream that walked out of the eye...
I don't belong to any of the two eyes...
Has my love turned into friendship?
Has my life become an unanswered question?
Is there any name for this relationship? Labels: experiences of life |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/10/2011 01:45:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, March 9, 2011 |
| regreting on everything |
I dunno whom I missing so much, I’m so confused… is it siya or Sriya or gayatri……. I have no place for siya…. And I already lost gayatri and sriya …. I’m going crazy… heart and brain both are out of order…. Just wish to go somewhere…….. get drunk like hell and keep smoking… the more I want to forget them.. the more I get tangled….. not being able to get a job is creating probs… I need to pay money back to sonu, my brother and another friend….. the pressure is getting more…. Solutions are far off sight…….. not able to take it more… today I’m awake at café……..so many regrets…… I always did wat I wanted to do so that I wouldn’t regret coz it were all my decisions but donno why today I regret on each and every decision of mine….. today I’m a bad student, a boy friend, a bad boyfriend, a bad son, a bad brother and a bad boy……… just a bad guy…… now just want to make things right… want to atleast be a gud son, gud brother, gud friend that’s it…. Hope I can do it…. Wish my guardian angel will bless me with strength and good luck………… Labels: experiences of life, Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/09/2011 03:16:00 AM |
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| Sunday, March 6, 2011 |
| alone again naturally (ice age: dawn of dinos) |
alone again,naturally
i shouldn't be hangin' round, when the world's turned upside down
you abandoned me,i fell off the tree, to the hard and lonely ground
you've found somebody new,and cracked my shell in two,
how could i foresee? you'd turn out to be, such a buck toothed casanova...
now there's only strife and my life has lost all meaning...
how i miss your furry lips, your shallow, rapid breathing...
i wish you only knew...that I'm only nuts for you!!!
alone again...naturally....
now there's only strife and my life has lost all meaning...
how i miss your furry lips, your shallow, rapid breathing...
i wish you only knew...that I'm only nuts for you!!!
alone again...naturally.... Labels: lyrics |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/06/2011 02:17:00 PM |
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| Saturday, March 5, 2011 |
| truth of a woman |
An angel of truth and a dream of fiction,
A woman is a bundle of contradiction,
She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse,
But will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose,
She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose,
She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk,
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk,
At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad,
She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad. Labels: experiences of life |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/05/2011 05:24:00 PM |
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| me n my loneliness |
Nowadays my feeling is like lonely & weird.
Why am I feeling like this?
I hate this feeling!
When I’m bored I disturb her.
She feels irritated.
Seem like asking me don’t disturb her
Make me feel useless.
Seem like I really nothing better to do
You occupy 80% of my life
I want to have a great chat with her
But there’ no topic to talk about
We don’t even have the same common.
Speechless!
Thinking when days passes, months passes, what will we be?
I really can’t imagine it Labels: Lonely Sachin |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/05/2011 04:32:00 PM |
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| lyrics of when last tear drop falls |
It's so hard to lose the one you love to finally to have to say goodbye you try to be strong but the pain keeps holding on and all that you can do is cry. Deep within your heart you know its time to move on, and the fairy tale you once knew is gone.
When the last tear drop falls I'll still be holding on to all of or memories and all of what used to be.When the last tear drop falls I will stand tall and know that your here with me in my heart when the last tear drop falls.
See now I'm alone and life keeps moving on, but my destination still unknown.O'yeah. Will there be a time when I fall in love again. When I would want to just walk these streets alone. If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight. It would be to have you right back by my side.
Now its time for me to find my hapiness again of the emptiness of missing you will never ever end.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/04/2011 07:19:00 PM |
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| tired of everything |
Just So Damn Tired Of It All
I'm tired of the world
And all it brings.
I'm tired of the worries,
the tears, and fears.
Growing in my anger
every inch, every second,
Till it takes me over inside
And leaves me to die.
I'm tired of the ending hope
when god is denied.
I'm tired of the sun,
the darkness, and stars.
Torturing myself,
until sorrow, until snow.
Makes me want to hurt
and die in the depths of hell.
I'm tired of the blinding eyes
And its piercing dead gaze.
I'm tired of the love,
how it feels, how it burns.
My time is coming to an end,
so slow, so fast.
When I turn around
Know my voice holds no sound to say:
I'm tired of it all.
Just so tired of it all.
I'm tired of it all.
Just so damn tired of it all. Labels: Lonely Sachin |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/04/2011 07:18:00 PM |
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| Thursday, March 3, 2011 |
| no one understands |
All that I've done has ripped my heart out.
All that I've dreamed falls down as tears.
Everything is hopeless.
No one understands.
I am alone.
I think of depriving myself of daily tastes.
I think of the sharp things that pierce my life.
I want to hurt.
No one will let.
I am alone.
I've tried after I've failed, but turned to coldness.
I've tried after I've dreamed, but just dream again.
No reason to live.
Dreams are blind.
I am alone.
I am here in my lonely sollitude.
Away from all possible happiness.
I choose this.
I understand this.
I stay alone. Labels: Lonely Sachin |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/03/2011 06:40:00 PM |
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Everywhere I turn a blind eye looks my way.
Everytime I dream someone steps on my pride.
Everything I hope for is lost in the wind.
No one appreciates me.
Everywhere I run people block my way.
Everytime I speak up I get a deaf ear.
Everything I wish for drowns in the rain.
No one appreciates me.
Everywhere I go I stand on a lonely pedestal.
Everytime I scream out people slap my face.
Everything I do has no meaning to anyone.
Tell me why does no one appreciate me? Labels: Lonely Sachin |
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| Wednesday, March 2, 2011 |
| new beginning |
It seems my dreams are being hurdles on my life, to help my family out of the problems I pushed them into…. Anyways I have decided that I won’t think about any gal or my dreams… I have to sacrifice my dreams to help my family out… today my cousin promised he would get me a job… now I have promised myself... I would work hard… do everything to bring my family out of debt, I pushed them into… now it’s my responsibility to take them out of it…. And give them a better life…. So GOOD BYE ANIMATION GOOD BYE MUMBAI……. And it’s new beginning …. No more aditya… I’ll make sure its only sachin… and his life… no destiny no fate….
Labels: Lonely Sachin, New Beginning |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 3/02/2011 12:27:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, March 1, 2011 |
| just a hope.... so lonely here |
I am so lonely without you
I dread each and every day
Life just hasn't been the same
Since you went away.
The sun never seems to shine for me
The nights are long and sad
I don't know which way to turn
You were the best friend that I had.
So much we shared together
Plans made that will never be
I don't think you realized
How much you meant to me.
And so I sit by myself
Here in my lonely room
Hoping and praying with all my heart
That I will hear from you soon. Labels: Lonely Sachin |
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