The Light Beckons Me It Forces Me To Be Okay Hidden Away My Feelings Are ...Showing No Emotions Is How I Am I Have To Fight To Be Alive I Have To Pretend To Care The World Crushed My Dream Yet It Forces Me To be I Once Was Alive Now I Just Survive ...
Tonight i feel sad, i feel that i have not reached anywhere in my life, i have not met my goals, my dreams, my ideas, or pleasures. I feel that i was just born again, that i have to start over, and it makes me a little scared because i dont have you. I never thought i would feel this way again, but you changed it all. You have the power to do things in my life that you dont even know. You make my days blue, or green, or black and white. Its you who decides how im going to feel, and that is not good. I love you the way you are, i love the man you are, and everything about you. Even when you make my life so tiny, and so little, i think of you, but it doesnt make me happy.
I feel that im very close to the end of what i always thought to be the best part of my life, the love i always dreamed of, the romance anyone would want, or desire, the feeling of your heart beating for many years to the same beat. All of what will be gone forever, and that is the reason for my letter.
I want to tell you that i will never forget you, i will never forget how you kiss, how you caress, how you touch my hands, how you look into my eyes, i can still remember it all. I will never forget how long i waited for you, and still wait, but its the end. I will never forget the day i found you again, and the happiness that drained out of my eyes, it was a very special moment, eventhough you were not there to see it. I will never forget our story, all these years of pain, and suffering, everything you said to me, all the songs you sang, and the letters you wrote will be in my mind for life.
I want to tell you that even though you didnt choose us, and you chose another life, it will be the bottom of my dreams and the core of my heart, it will remain there always, and it will sometimes make me cry. I will survive this because im strong, and because at least i have a love to remember in my life. You and me will never be together, but i, my love, will love you forever.
When I look back now I am relieved that I wasn’t a king or a cupid and there was no real dream came true.
Here I am, feeling so alone even in the most crowded of places. And without my better half, this remaining half is getting worse day by day. So much pain, so much grief…. Even the teats have dried up…. But still, I have to sustain myself to live and I have to laugh…..
I open her picture on the computer, I tease her, pinch her nose, run my finger over her eyes, cheeks and beautiful lips and say, “congratulation, it’s been 444 days you left me alone and u happy with someone else…. “
With her, everything else has gone my dreams, my happiness, my good looking future and lot more… I have changed (of course people tend to) I have learnt to wear a fake smile. When I am with friends, I want to be alone. When I am alone, I want company. Nothing comforts.
With arrival of night and the passing of each day, I realize that another day of my lonely life has gone. So I am now little closer to a world where nothing would matter and all pain would end….
Living up a BU is like taking bricks off a building block one by one and watching it collapse. It’s like crossing every ticks of your past relationship. It’s to untie a knot of love. I have seen people breaking after a break up, I have seen them making themselves. It’s one assignment of your life which either shatters you for bad, or toughens you up for good. Well, sometimes it’s up to you. What you prefer being the most; the hardened, pragmatic person of experience or the repressed crying soul. I remember last week when I was having lunch with some college friends, discussing about our relationship statuses, I was suddenly enquired about my ex-boyfriend. The idea of putting “ex” to the word boyfriend was itself a tiring and shallow job. “We’ve broken up,” I had replied. Hearing my declaration, my friend immediately frowned and her long face sadly spelled out, “Oh, I’m sorry,” I laughed lightly and told her “you need not be”. For the next twenty minutes or so it was me, me, me, and of course my former boyfriend. I never gave up to their bombardment of questions, took them one by one, and answered them. With that even others started to talk about their break-ups openly. The fact that added more interest to the conversation was the unexpected humor mingled in it; we were all able to laugh over the concept of “break-up” on the dining table amidst a wide range of posh people. I have a friend who recently threw a break-up party. For me, break-up is no easy business to take care of. It’s deeply infuriating, mind-boggling and may be hard to believe at first but life-changing experience. Break-ups after a hullabaloo of emotional breaking down are better and appreciated rather than break-ups which lead to crying. And the sequence can make a big difference.
Today I got to realize that I’m really a shameless idiot, I just was having fake hopes…. When they needed me I didn’t cared about them and when I am alone , I want them… I’m really selfish, well today I decided the I won’t run after anyone… a friend of mine explained me that if someone has to be with me den she will come when time comes…. And it would be magical…… so waiting for magic to happen……… and now its time to move on and make my career….
And today I introduce my co blogger…pallavi…. She is my best friend…….. and writes awesome… so, from now Me n My Loneliness will be share by her……. Welcome to my blog…..
All my life I've waited, and I've been afraid and I wondered if I'd find someone to share my life. Every day I prayed and every night I searched in every stranger's eyes for some kind of sign. Me and my heart wishin' in the dark tryin' to believe in a sky full of stars. I was waiting for you. A million empty days, too much time and space. Every tear I cried, every lonely night, I was waiting for you.
I'm not that good of a person, I make mistakes and I have regrets. I laugh way too loud and things just seem to get to me. Basically, I'm saying that I'm not perfect, but when I'm with you, it doesn't matter, because you just seem to make me smile.
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew toward each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to make you and our children my first priority I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning I promise to always keep you as an equal partner I promise to never say things to you in anger I promise to be your partner for life I promise to be your shelter from the storm I promise you a love everlasting
plz give me one last chance to prove myself......... need u badly.......... come back plz........ there are my promises for u.......... i promise on promise day... i will never break any promises.......... plz
You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, and I'll be there
You are my love, you are my heart
And we will never, ever, ever be apart
Are we an item? Girl, quit playin'
"We're just friends," what are you sayin'?
Said "there's another," and looked right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time
And I was like baby, baby, baby, oh
Like baby, baby, baby, no
Like baby, baby, baby, oh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby, oh
Like baby, baby, baby, no
Like baby, baby, baby, oh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we're here together
And I wanna play it cool, but I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And I'm in pieces, baby fix me
And just shake me 'til you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin' down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around
And I'm like baby, baby, baby, oh
Like baby, baby, baby, no
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/justin-bieber-lyrics/baby-lyrics.html -]
Like baby, baby, baby, oh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby, oh
Like baby, baby, baby, no
Like baby, baby, baby, oh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
When I was 13, I had my first love
There was nobody that compared to my baby
And nobody came between us who could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was starstruck
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks
She made my heart pound
I skip a beat when I see her in the street
And at school on the playground
But I really wanna see her on a weekend
She know she got me dazin' 'cause she was so amazin'
And now my heart is breakin' but I just keep on sayin'
Baby, baby, baby, oh
Like baby, baby, baby, no
Like baby, baby, baby, oh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby, oh
Like baby, baby, baby, no
Like baby, baby, baby, oh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
I'm all gone
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Now I'm all gone
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Now I'm all gone
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gone
"Before I met you, I was always considered the strong one, the one who never got hurt; I could do anything and never fall. I felt like I was the epitome of invincibility; of confidence. Now you've come along, you've broken my heart, and you've shaken me from that really strong foundation that I had spent years constructing. I found out more about myself than I ever had before. I found that my foundation wasn't as strong as I thought it was -- I found that love isn't all it's cracked up to be -- and I found that this time, maybe I won't be able to get back up quite so easily.
Another lonely day passed. Today tweety asked was it sri… but I relly dunno whom do I need or miss…. Once had lost friendship fpr love, den lost love for friendship, and this goes on… and in the end I dun have anyone……. Lost everthing…….. anyways… its better being alone… have no one to worry about….. atleast they are happy and dun have to bother about me……… and so on another day comes to an end…..
If you are a chocolate you are the sweetest, If you are a Teddy Bear you are the most huggable, If you are a Star you are the Brightest, And, Since u r my “FRIEND” u r the “BEST”!!
I promise to always lift you up When you are feeling down I promise to wipe your tears When you feel you need to cry I promise to keep you smiling To show off that beautiful smile you have I promise to be your strength Whenever you fall weak I promise to be your voice, When you can't find the words I promise to be your eyes When you cannot see I promise to be your ears When you cannot hear I promise to always tell you what’s real When you want to hear the truth I promise to be your dream catcher To chase away you’re every fear I promise to be your smile When you’re frowning I promise to always cheer you up When you are down and blue I promise to give you faith When you are feeling insecure I promise to keep you sturdy When you are feeling unsafe I promise to listen When you need to talk I promise to tell you no lies Just what is true I promise to always lend you my shoulder For when you need to cry I promise to always hold you When you need someone I promise to always care for you Wherever you are I promise to always be there I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart I can’t promise you the world I can’t promise you the sky I can’t promise you that we will never fight I can’t promise you that I will never cry But I can promise you that I will always be true to you And baby I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart, no matter what happens or what we go through, baby I'll love you until the end of time! I'll be your guardian angel That’s my promise to you!!
plz be mine forever and forgive my deeds.... plz come back to me......... plz sri........... plz....... wish i had you today wid me............
I remember every word you said, okay? I'm not that naive and I'm not that stupid. I've been broken before, I can deal. I'm not scared of moving on with my life. What I'm scared of is that I'll realize somewhere along the road, that you were my life.
Happy rose day dear.......... wish u come back....... :'(
To let go isn't to forgot, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free.
So i let go everything... thanx everyone for being a part of my life......
phir mere paas aana nahi yeh bhi mumkin nahi main palat na saku isliye itna wada karo mujhko aawaz dena nahi jaa rahe ho agar duur muhjse sanam phir mere paas aana nahi yeh bhi mumkin nahi main palat na saku isliye itna wada karo mujhko aawaz dena nahi
mil bhi jaayen agar ham tumhen raah mein pher lena nazar par milana nahi dekh lu bhi agar tum hamein bhool se apni aankhon mein tum ashk lana nahi dil se humko to tum kar chunke ho juda aankh se bhi girana nahi
tumne maangi dua humko miley har khushi tum hi meri khushi phir kyun miley na hamein tumne li hai kasam gam na karna kabhi tum sikhado zara muskurana hamein tumne keh toh diya yaad karna nahi khwaab mein tum bhi aana nahi
from -kaante
Socha nahin tha taqdeer yahan laayegi Manzil pe aate hi jaan chali jaayegi O, yeh to Sikandar ne bhi nahin tha socha Aane se pehle khushi laut jaayegi Humne socha tha kya, aur kya se kya hua Jaa rahe hai aaj yeh zamaane ko bataake
Yeh kya ho gaya rama re, yeh kya ho gaya maula re Tera qusoor tha ya mera qusoor tha Tera guroor tha ya mera guroor tha Rabba main itna bura nahin hota Tu agar bewafa nahin hota Itna bata mujhe, kya mila tujhe Gham ke yeh kaante meri raahon mein bichhaake
What's love?....... A feeling that can be expressed in words...The three words "I love You"... I don't think so.
Read here to know..
Pallawi was in love with Vineet. She loved him more than her life and she knew that he also love her, but she always wanted to hear it from him…. That was the Valentine eve…. Pallawi met Vineet at Coffe Café Day… They ordered coffee and set idle for few minutes……..after that “Do you love me?” Pallawi asked. “Of Course, have you any doubt….”Vineet replied. “Then why didn’t you have admitted it, I had many times expressed my felling but you had never” Pallawi Vineet was gaping at her while she was keeping her heart in front of him….Stupid how much You love me he thought for a while… I want to hear from you …..say it….Do you love me or not…..Say those words? “I don’t............” Vineet replied. Words were not coming out from his mouth..... Pallawi: - Why? Why Not? Vineet:-Because….. There was a silence for a moment… “I want to hear it from you say it in words that you love me” Pallawi hesitantly asked, she was gasping… Vineet came near to her, hugged her, planted a kiss on her cheek and then whispered in her ear “OF Course I love you dear, but words are not enough to express my love, it can’t be bounded within words”. Drop of tears came out from her eyes. Those tears were not of pain….That were of love that can’t be expressed in words…
Name: Sachin Shresta Home: bhubaneswar, orissa, India About Me: i m a common guy out of world who's lil weird and crazy, bzy always in his dream, imaginations, in his world of thought but no one know wat he is thinkng but there will be a day when all will praise him.. i am ADITYA, thats what my friends know me as, i now waorking as a LAYOUT DESIGER at a local Newspaper... i too do freelancing for MOTION GRAPHICS AND VFX shots, i'm too a GRAPHICS DESIGNER,...... well i am what i am and i love to enjoy life to fullest kya pata KAL HO NA HO.
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