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| Friday, April 30, 2010 |
| AGAIN I WISH |
I wish I could find someone ,
with whom I can reveal the secrets ,
and share my deepest thoughts ,
without any regrets....
I wish I could find someone ,
to whom I can confide my feelings ,
sharing the moments of happiness ,
also when my heart is bleeding ...
I wish I could find someone ,
who can unlock the doors of my heart ,
and dig out the hidden truths -
everything : part by part...
I wish I could find that someone ,
as all my secrets lies only within me ,
to lift off the burden ,
and make my heart light and free......Labels: aditya |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 4/30/2010 03:19:00 PM  |
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| I just wish |
I wish I could cry , cry and cry
until my eyes turn dry.
Holding your hands tightly
loosen myself in you deeply....
When lips are sealed tight
you hear my silence in right
Waiting for you to rekindle my lost faith
when I sigh alone with those deep breaths
I want you to read the pain in my eyes ,
when lips begin to lie
faking a smile as nothing happened.
Tears which had been hiding for long
waiting to pour out when you are around
Feelings are piling in my heart
waiting for an opportunity to gush out
Heart wants to fly high and free
and want you to complete the emptiness in me
Doors of heart are waiting for you
to showcase the indescribable - few and true ...
When will I find the missing part of my heart ?
and hear my own heartbeats in you heart ????Labels: aditya |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 4/30/2010 03:18:00 PM  |
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| It pains me no more........... |
I recall the old golden days
Those words , those touches and lovely gaze
I was happy , as you were the world to me
with you , I was cheerful and cheeky
I remember every little thing you taught
All those silly things for which we fought
Those chatter and useless talks
those lovely stares and gawks
All of a sudden everything changed
Our relation became estranged
It was too hard to bear this pain
the heartache couldnt be restrained
I cried every night wetting my pillow
it was too hard to bear the blow
I tried everything to make you mine again
crossing my limits , did even things which were refrained
Nothing could make you come back and love me same
all you did was put on me the entire blame
I struggled to get back to normal
When you started behaving formal
Every distraction reminded me of you
I cursed myself for being so true
With time this wound didnt heal
I kept sufffering within , unable to reveal ...
Years have passed but I still think of you ,
and have accepted that I am of no value ( to you )
My feelings for you will never change
nor will I forget all that we exchanged
But life has to move on
I cant cry more for whats gone
I have come to a stage where your thoughts twinge me no more
And even if you come in my life now , I will just ignore ...
Caged under pain, relationship Labels: aditya |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 4/30/2010 03:10:00 PM  |
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| WORDS |
Words I love you for the way you make me express feelings ,
paving easy way to point out and comment on things :)
If it was not you how would we communicate ?
Its you who open our mind's gate .
Your every letter and its combination is woven perfectly
so that we convey our thoughts freely ...
We are too busy to ponder on your origination ,
all we care is how you reslove our complications ?
Often we care a damn about your worth...
Some of your best gifts are " You are Loser " and "I forgot ! ":)
I wonder how sometimes you make things straight
And often confusing us with your double meaning trait !
Getting lost during strong emotions ( meaning when we are at extremes - be it happy or sad )
when silence is left as the only option...
How often we make new discoveries with you
change the course of flow and make it new !
You never bother how you present a fact
All you care is how does it make an impact..
But inspite all of it I love you
how could I write this blog if it wasnt you ??? :)Labels: aditya |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 4/30/2010 03:08:00 PM  |
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| The lonely crowd !!!! |
I hear people calling themselves lonely
wishing to be isolated , speaking barely..
Waiting their feelings to be understood through silence ,
masking to be strong , despite losing confidence...
Hiding their tears through a veil of smile ,
and keep their emotions piled ...
To pour out when they meet the special ones -
to have a good time and experience real fun...
But it looks as if nothing will happen -
their destiny never seem to brighten .
So they start searching ways to pour out
wanting to get lost in the growing crowd ...
Not willing to show their despair ,
as they failed to get hands to care ..
But eager to share their views and opinions -
unraveling their thoughts and open the drawn curtains..
All the hidden feelings start pouring -
a new network starts building ,
loners find it quite amusing ,
so they just keep blogging !!!! :) Labels: aditya |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 4/30/2010 02:55:00 PM  |
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