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| Wednesday, June 29, 2011 |
| Have You ever fall in love with someone in life....? |
Have You ever fall in love with someone in life....? I think most of you have a positive answer.
Can you tell me about the feelings of love ? I know that most of you have answer but don't want to tell anyone.
Love.... what a pleasant time of life !! I personally feels that Love is nothing but its a part of our lives.there is no time is specify for Love. Everyone falls in Love in their lives. And I am sure that whenever you fall in Love with someone in life the life becomes more beautiful and you feels that your life has became more interesting and full of Joy.
Every body wants a true love in their life. but to find a true love is as difficult as to find pearls in the ocean. Did you know the meaning of true Love. I am telling you what a true love is. But at first we should know that what is Love.
Love means Feelings.
Love means Happiness.
Love means Sharing of Lives.
Love means Good Relationship.
I think you its not much to explain Love. B'coz Love is as huge as the world. We cannot bounds it in words. Love has no boundary.
Love changes our lives. Some people says that Love is just Time pass. I just want to tell them that they don't have true Love in their life. If you have true Love in your Life it gives a lot of pleasure. It support you in savior conditions. It shows the real path of Life.
But these days the meaning of Love is totally changed. People don't believe in Love. They think how any one can spent life with only one person in Life. Then take the example of your parents they are live together happily for life.
There is a big concern regarding Love is which person should Love...?
I have an answer. Please Don't Love persons which you like most. Love the person who Loves you most... Labels: experiences of life |
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| Monday, June 27, 2011 |
| pendulum swings |
It’s funny how we often feel that we have it all together and then in a matter of seconds, it all falls apart. Thus was my life the last two months. People come into your life and make all kinds of promises and say wonderful things, you learn a valuable lesson from them but get hurt along the way. Now where are we? I find myself begging for God’s mercy. On top of this, It been 50 days i entered professional life what they call “real life”. Wow, feels like just last week I was 10 years old and the biggest worry was what I was going to have for lunch at school, or if reach home soon from school or my teacher would let me off if i didn't do my homework or i would be getting my fav chocolate at home, or would my fav toon show go for an hour more.
Screw time. Nobody controls it. And yet, I love the adventure that comes with it. I always have. I wish I could know what my life looked like down the road a ways, even though it would spoil the surprise. Our only hope is asking God to guide us through what we cannot see. Let the pendulum swing. Labels: moments |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/27/2011 12:59:00 PM |
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| Sunday, June 26, 2011 |
| what makes ur feel alive |
When my heart is troubled, I always find myself easy to write poems. They just popped up in my mind without thinking hard about what to write about. Thinking about me dreams soothes, dreaming about my desires helps me to be calm.
Oh well, call me pathetic! But I found that writing makes me feel alive. My dreams make me feel alive. My desires make me feel alive.
What makes you feel alive? Things that make you alive might be God’s given seed to find out your dream. They could easily speak to your heart as your heart desires.
So, what makes you feel alive?
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/26/2011 01:15:00 PM |
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| Thursday, June 23, 2011 |
| moving on |
Life means constant change,
Movements as heart beats range.
Face what comes, be flexible,
Live in peace and happiness if possible.
When you gripe and oppose,
Life still forces on you the dose
Relax; know that all works for good,
Be wise, calm and watch your mood.
Realize that you cannot force others
To love or help you in your travels
Then you find true contentment
You'll be truly happy and independent.
Learn from the past, but have high hope
For a better tomorrow to develop.
Be always thankful, face what come,
That your life would become venturesome.
The real success in life is when you know
You are the one who attracts happiness or sorrow.
Learn to relax and know all works for good,
When you believe, you'll never be misunderstood.
When you learn as life goes on
With more wisdom you faster run
Life will be joy and completeness
You will know who you are
And you will be fearless. Labels: moving on |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/23/2011 01:59:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, June 22, 2011 |
| last quest of a warrior 'KNIGHTWARRIOR' |
I was just laying in my bed, and suddenly memories of past reeled infront of my eyes, starting from the days I started my net life from 2006 to till date, the things I did, the things I regretted for and the things I did cherish always. Den I felt I was wrong considering myself as a loser, cos now when I look back I realize that I never loosed anything, rather the experiences and lessons helped me to be strong, move on and be more decisive.
I though that not being able to complete animation, I was a loser. But den now I feel that I really gained a lot, now am so self efficient that I can learn things myself, and even teach peoples, and I partially achieved my dream of being animator. And now I feel that I can be a complete one after I had got an offer from renowned studio, but I dun want to work for any studio, all I want is to make my own animation house.
My new dream is to give an existence to ‘ADITYA FUTURE FX’ and give it a big fame. It is the only aim of my life now. The warrior within me is struggling to go for this quest, a quest of life….. now its just again time for FRIENDSHIP, LIFE and DREAM ON, would make great gud friend and make my quest complete.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/22/2011 01:31:00 PM |
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| Sunday, June 19, 2011 |
| warrior in me |
Churned, hurt, wounded, crushed I returned from the day’s battles To take some rest and heal himself before I called for the next day’s battle.
I lied on my back and watched the ceiling my mind traumatised too well aware of my being as a warrior I had no thoughts nor feelings.
The black sky covers my coarse body blackened by stains of mud and blood The silent night makes no effort to disrupt the blankness in my mind.
I felt a pain in my arm and finds a trivial slice of metal penetrated deep down into my flesh Like a young ave hiding deep inside its nest in absence of its parents scared to look out to the harsh world scared to open its eyes, and find its parents not there. I appreciated my reward for a moment Then keeps my hand back down “The pain will go soon,” I thought It pains me more to think it will.
I looked at my palm and closes my eyes A single drop of tear leaves me trickling down his face it gives me a shiver Like trickled down once a finger from that palm I wouldn’t have shed that precious drop had I been unaware that what made me loose myself was fired by someone my own A brutal error by a beloved comrade To compensate my loss I was bequeathed tears and empathy and pity and kindness Each tear charred My soul like acid mercilessly penetrating into the depths of metal eating it as it proceeds till the strong metal is burned and crushed into a useless piece of scrap of no value, of no use till it is burned and moulded and cast again.
I don’t realise when the pain leaves my psyche and a void again takes over and again I hear the silence before I called for the next day’s battle.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/19/2011 02:10:00 PM |
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Sometimes in life, we loose control
sometimes in life, we are alone
sometimes in life, our heart cries
sometimes in life, we’re fooled by lies
sometimes in life, we forget it all
sometimes in life, its our own fault
but life’s not a moment,
not a game, not a fair not a lament
it is a gift, by the almighty of them all
it is a cry, all humans call
it is a road, we all go by
it is a question, which asks, ‘Why?’ Labels: moments |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/19/2011 02:06:00 PM |
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| a poem wrote long back 2 years ago |
It was the darkest hour of the night
And I was lonely as lonely can be
Nowhere to go no place to stay
Nothing to do no ground to lay
No sky to see no heart to feel
No need to live no purpose to be.
Just then I heard a chuckle,
‘Whose there?’ I called
Another chuckle came a response
Ignoring my call at all.
But then the world glew up
and showed me my lovely companion
It was a sight and it was bright
And between us, there was none.
I saw two jewels, carefully carved in beautiful caves
Above the caves were splendid birds,
The jewels moved beneath them with pace.
The black birds tried to close the caves
but the jewels came in their way
then I realized what those jewels were
they were the most beautiful eyes I’d seen in my life
And there was the song of the cuckoo
A sound so soothing to the ears
I wanted to listen to it for eternity
I wanted time to stop at that moment
So I could hear the voice forever
I was when I looked I realized
That the cuckoo’s hum was her song
And that too with the smile
that can make you want to see it forever
I wanted that smile to make nest
on those small ruby lips
I wanted to see it for eternity
And I cursed god for only two eyes
As it was too less to enjoy her beauty
I hid myself behind a bush
So that the princess would not spot me and stop her song
But I was too late you see
For by then she was already walking towards me
She came to me and asked me
why the night had come to me
I was unable to speak, overcome by her beauty
She asked again and I had to reply
‘I have no home’ I said to her
‘No place no one would like me in their hearts
No one I would like in my soul’
She laughed and I remembered
The chuckle which started it
It was the same but now more
As it had beauty till the core.
‘Who are you?’ I asked
She said nothing, nothing at all
She took my hand and asked to follow
I did so I did it at her hollo
We walked the empty streets together
But that was not my lookout
I felt her hand in mine
And felt the warmth in my mind
Never was such a pleasure
never such a feeling at all
never I felt this way before
never in my dreams I could hope for this
Her hand was like everything to me
her presence made me free
Her touch was so gentle her walk so calm
I feared my hand too harsh for my little angel’s arm
seldom I would look into those deep black eyes
and seldom check if the smile was still.
But nothing changed in that expression
only the charm grew and grew
she looked more beautiful with every passing moment
with that eternal smile,
that night-like hair
that charming face
those humble, magnificent, deep, black eyes.
She gave me a place in her heart
But I did not want that now
I just wanted to sit infront of her
and look at those silver eyes
and silence would sit between us
strengthening the bond as time passes
then she, would go to sleep
and I would see her
eyes close though but the smile still there
‘What are you looking at?’ she asked suddenly,
‘Nothing’ I lied, coming out of my dream
The smile was almost going to vanish, I felt,
but it had its position, though it flickered a bit.
And then thunder struck, the sky was filled with clouds
Hail and lightning everywhere, as the heavens had a war
She drew herself close to me
But I went back too, away from her
I dunno why I did it, I regret it still
But I had her presence and it was good.
There was a knock on the door,
I wondered who came at this time
She opened the door and encountered
demons on each of her side
They threatened her and jeered
They mocked her and cheered
And it was then I noticed
those deep eyes were filled with tears,
that smile had turned into a fright
her face showed terror, the lips trembled
she gave me a look of fear, I did not like it did not like it at all
I dunno what came to me but I stood up
stood to challenge the three devils and took on them at once
It was as ugly as could get,
I was helpless against the three
They were over me, ready to finish it
and in that painful fearful moment,
I looked at her
Her eyes were wet
and body shaking
She prayed to God for something
and looked at me with helpless, expecting, wet eyes.
I could not stand it
and there was a miracle
within seconds the devils ran for their lives
the power of love had shown its strength
She ran to me and I took her in my arms
and it was the most wonderful moment of my life
I looked at her and she looked at meand we broke apart, though unwillingly
We didn’t say anything, that was the biggest fault
the greatest malaid the most painful memory
I could’ve told her my heart’s will
but silence and fear were stronger than me
I feared I may loose her, feared the world
But the world would not share this pain
and as I didn’t tell her, I lost her forever.
Today I have come along a long path
along the road of life
I cannot turn back to the point
where we separated
maybe she’s not even waiting for me
But something tells me that she is
but I still cannot go back.
I left no footprints on the desert of life
but I know the way to my destination
and I know that she’s waiting there
and when she’ll see me she’ll run back to me
come again and embrace me again
and then I would not let her goand then taking her hand,
we would walk together
on the road to go.
We will have one path and one goal
but right now I have to travel alone
To get her to go back to her
To see her again
I must and I shall
and the world shall see the power of love
my love for her and her for me
But now I see the moon
and I hope she’s seeing it too
I see her face in the moon for a moment
and it goes I make it go
I cant see her, along with those craters
cant believe her to wane
cant imagine her to look so dull
cant imagine her so far from me.
So I turn to the eternal sky
and it says that it’s a patron of love
it says it will take care of her in my absence
and it will force the wind to take my messages to her
it will always protect her
and under his fatherly nourishment
those eyes will shine brighter
that that smile will flourish
The sky says it will take care of her
But I won’t give it much chance
Soon I will be back to take care of her
I will be able she will come
I know she’s there
I know she’s waiting
May demons try, may thunder strike
may night fall, may sun blaze
but I know, I know that
I will go back to my princess.
I will go back.
I am on the way right now
The way is of fire
with pots and pans at every few inches
her love is stronger than these obstacles
For her love I will face it
and go to her and say ‘I’m here’
And her face shall brighten up
But I’ve got to run now
with only her memory
Memory, which gives me strength
to walk along this thorny path
At the end of which lies my golden treasure
And will be happy, ever after. Labels: moments, old page of dairy |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/19/2011 01:58:00 PM |
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They! They are gone now
But sometimes you just ask how?
They, they will not come back now
But sometimes you just ask how?
Just when you learn that this place is your’s
It’s the time when it gets morose
You have to leave it, why at all?
You have to forget it, how at all?
You look back at those cherished moments
And ask yourself, could anything be better?
No answer comes, no reply at all,
So you know, you’ve lived it all
You sway back, and remember your friends
So many of them, yet so less
You remember the boundless energy of friendship
You remember sacrifices and faults and guilts.
You find something, deep in your heart’s core,
The special one still confined there, more than before,
You remember her, and you laugh,
Then in emotions, drift.
You remember this building,
enough to cherish your thoughts
the secret hide-outs, canteen and class
These are the thoughts which forever last.
Where did the fear from the Princi go?
You used to tremble by his mere name
Don’t you fear him anymore,
have you lost the pain?
The teachers, its hard to forget them,
Some rude, some kind, some hard, they were of all kinds
But all were special you realize now,
And think of meeting them, then and now
You were a kid, you giggled and laughed
You played and cried and ran and fought
And wreck and shouted, the list goes on
But you knew you could do whatever you want
I repeat my question, where did the golden days go?
No they didn’t go anywhere, they are still within you
You carry them, each moment each place,
Everywhere, anytime,
They are your foundation, they made you
Return the favor and make them proud
Other than nostalgia that’s the least you can do. Labels: moments |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/19/2011 01:56:00 PM |
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| Monday, June 13, 2011 |
| for someone special |
Since the time I have seen you....
You have captured my soul....
My Senses are not with me....
And my heart is under your control.
Since the time I have seen you...
You have captured my thoughts.....
A wonderful feeling aroused in me.....
And my mind is under your control.
Since the time i have seen you....
I am loosing control over me....
And before I loose any more valuable time....
I want to let you know that.....
I am totally under your control. Labels: New Beginning |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/13/2011 01:51:00 PM |
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| Friday, June 10, 2011 |
| a new beginning |
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday.
It is in the past and the past will never change.
Only I can change by choosing to do so.
Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow.
Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.
But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.
Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life.
I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others.
I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.
Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter.
I will face challenges with courage and determination.
I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.
Beginning today I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time.
Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image,
my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.
Beginning today I will open my mind and my heart.
I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people.
I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else: perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.
But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.
Beginning today I will learn something new; I will try something different;
I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer.
I will change what I can and the rest I will let go.
I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be. Labels: wishes |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/10/2011 01:23:00 PM |
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| Thursday, June 9, 2011 |
| love |
Love doesn't make things nice. It ruins everything. It breaks your heart. It makes a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect. The stars are perfect. Snowflakes are perfect. Not us! We are here to ruin ourselves and to love the wrong person, get hurt and then die. Storybooks are bullshit! Labels: experiences of life |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/09/2011 01:24:00 PM |
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| Saturday, June 4, 2011 |
| intezaar aur guzaarish |
bas ab ek haan ke intezaar me raat yunhi guzar jaayegi,
ab toh bas uljhan hai saath mere neend kahan aayegi,
Subah ki kiran na jaane konsa sandesh laayegi,
rimjhim is gungunayegi ya pyaas adhuri reh jaayegi......
ab toh bas saari raat uski yaadein aayegi,
har guzarte pal me uski hi baatein aayegi,
uski shararatein mere chehre pe muskurahat laayegi,
meri aankhein uski jheel si aankhon me doob jaayegi..........
uski baatein kisi meethi dhun ki tarah kano me ghul jaayegi,
uski masoom si hansi sukun ki tarah dil me utar jaayegi,
mere sanson me woh banke khushbu bas jaayegi,
meri neend me bhi khwab banke woh aayegi..........
jo aaya mohobbat ka paigam to yeh zindagi sawar jaayegi,
zindagi ke is safar ko ek manzil mil jaayegi,
agar hui ruswai toh zindagi kuch aisi ho jayegi,
zinda rahunga me par zindagi khatam ho jaayegi.........
ab toh khuda jaane ya mera sajan ki meri mohobbat kya rang layegi,
Hai ummed ke Chand aur sitaaron si aasman me mukammal ho jaayegi,
jo hui sacchi to mohobbat meri kuch aisa asar kar jaayegi,
Meri Pyar bhari "guzarishein" unhe kubool ho jaayegi........ Labels: wishes |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 6/04/2011 01:42:00 PM |
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| ek guzaarish |
I'm not able to sleep , it doesn't mean i dun sleep just don't fall asleep soon... I got a job... Everyone is happy for me... But what about me... I'm not happy... I'm alone, this loneliness never leaves me... But now it has turned into a habit... Doesn't hurt much... Few puffs and i'm okie ... Life goes no... Now my family and its happiness is everything... As i have lost mine... Its 1st time i'm writing blog no my cell... But i have nothing to do at 2 o clock at night... So i'm killing time... Everyone is annoyed with... For someone i was a bad boyfriend... For someone i turn to be selfish bestfriend... Now i'm just trying to be a good son... Atleast someone would appriciete it.... Now my thumb really is hurting... but i want to speak my heart out.... i am waiting for a reply from tweetie, wish she accepted me again as she used to do it...
bas ab ek haan ke intezaar me raat yunhi guzar jaayegi,
ab toh bas uljhan hai saath mere neend kahan aayegi,
Subah ki kiran na jaane konsa sandesh laayegi,
rimjhim is gungunayegi ya pyaas adhuri reh jaayegi...... Labels: wishes |
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