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| Saturday, October 30, 2010 |
| may be it ended |
May be its end of my quest to dream, coz I realized when u dun have money, you dun have right to dream, my dreams to be animator….. is almost dead……… I’m dropped now… if I deposit 15k within 4th……….. It’s impossible and now I have to pay 5k every month to continue………. Really money is important I understand now……….
Sapna tuta hai to dil kabhi jalta hai……. Haan thoda dard hua par chalta hai
Labels: Journey of Animation |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/30/2010 09:42:00 PM  |
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| Tuesday, October 26, 2010 |
| me a betrayer |
Since yesterday evening I am not receiving my friends call reason he needs his money back and I have no money…. He badly needs them back and I can’t return on top of tat on 29th I need to give 10000 at institute…. I’m so confused, frustrated, helpless………. I learnt hiding them but sometimes can’t hide my ears…….. I feel like a cheater a betrayer……….. When needed I got help but when its time to help them back, I’m ignoring them…… betraying them…. Breaking their trust…… what to do I’m so helpless…… why is money so important….. Today I really understood why its said… for money a mother can even sell her child……….. And I’m just a helpless frustrated betrayer………… Labels: Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/26/2010 03:07:00 PM |
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| Monday, October 25, 2010 |
| Hard days start again |
Today I was again humiliated and again hard words, few abusive languages. It has become a part of life now… my helplessness….. today director of my institute called and talked to me….. he said my account has been dead as I didn’t give any money in last 6 months…. .. and from this month I have to pay at least 5000 or more every month to continue…….. my dream and journey , my aim of life is again endangered……… hope I get a job now I have to do something……. Seems I have to again go back to place I never liked…….. sacrifice my sleep……. Work at night…….. hard days again begins……. This is all my life Labels: Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/25/2010 03:47:00 PM |
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| Thursday, October 21, 2010 |
| i'm still strong |
At last i managed the deal, now i just need to give him 15k - 20k within next monday...... and i am not a loser yet... i will show life that if its hard, i am the hardest......... huh .... but now lets see where i get 15k-20k .... lets see from where i get the contrbution.... have to lend friends..... i'm going to achieve my destiny and dream......... Labels: Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/21/2010 09:58:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 19, 2010 |
| solution |
wow nice to see the traffic of my blog is low...... anyway i dun want people to read it now.... with so much probs around dun want to make anyone sad..... i'm fed up and somewat think i found a solution.... with some research i found donating organs can pay well...... and i too am going to do that......... some contacts are going set some deal.... will go out of city for that..... hope i get enough to solve my probs..... hope i get my dreams true Labels: Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/19/2010 09:48:00 PM |
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18-10-10 = such a bad day i had, the guy who lend me money met and offended me like hell...... i was so humiliated........ meri sari izat shirf 50000 ke liye barbad ho gai, kya karun samjh nahi aa raha ...... agar mein 23rd tak use paise nahi dunga he will thrash me......... he warned....... feeling like shit........ so helpless
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/19/2010 07:16:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 13, 2010 |
| probs |
| Dunno what do to do...... saturday my deadline........... where do i get 45000 /- to give them.............. just feel like going away from here......... i'm fruastrated........... numb........ fucked up........ it feel so humiliated............. feel like choosing animation is one of my biggest mistake of life....... i should not have dreamt it as i dun have money Labels: Journey of Animation |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 10/13/2010 01:22:00 PM |
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