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| Saturday, May 29, 2010 |
| love is ...... |
Love is like a raindrop,
when you perceive it from your balcony
You unearth a diamond within...
but, if you touch it,
it looses the essence of rain.
Love resembles a candle
it melts with every touch of warmth,
it absconds all the belongingness
just to illuminate the life,
perhaps to enhance the fragrance of happiness.
Love is a delight, Love is a hope,
Binding all the wishes in one thread...
It’s a sacred feeling that Human spread.
Love is a presence; Love is more than God,
Love is a precious gift, about which...
One could have never thought....Labels: aditya |
posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/29/2010 08:57:00 PM  |
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| for my bacha , my shona, my jaan, my love |
my love for you is an endless love.
always, like an ocean waves, rolls over inside my heart
you are always in my heart and soul
and bridged the cap between the ocean
my time can not be limited for your love,
because i have endless love for you
your love has a hold on me is magically beyond imagination
that brings me the most precious gift of love
i always think of you day and night
and can not be forgotten your sight that gives me pride
when my soul rapture as you embrace me
then my love travel like a ray of light in your heart
my heart and your soul are connected with strong love
and it makes us good ingredients of happiness
no words i can write and say, how much i love you
and how much you are mean to me
always, i want to share all my love with you
because i found in you my endless love.Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/29/2010 08:30:00 PM |
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| Thursday, May 27, 2010 |
| Life And A Game Of Super Mario |
Have you noticed how much life is like a game of Super Mario?
You start with almost nothing but a few chances in hand, and the whole world is against you. You have to find gold coins and stay away from trouble and reach home in time. You learn new skills as you move on, you grow up, you learn to throw fire and eventually, you learn to live through the stress.
You meet people who keep coming back after you no matter how much you try to avoid them, people who hit back at you when you hit them, people who meekly tolerate your blows. You fall, you jump, you find hidden treasure, you win, you lose.
You race against time, fight with fire, and kill the demon, only to find out that the princess is in the next level. And just when you reach the end of the next level and think everything is cool, the princess is said to be in yet another higher level of the game.
The difficulty increases as you grow older, as you become mature, as you get more practice. And if you are lucky and you have worked hard enough, you might just get the princess. But if you make one single mistake, my friend...
GAME OVER!Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/27/2010 08:44:00 PM |
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| The sense of romance! |
The boy looked irritated. He'd been wanting to spend time with his dream girl but could not manage to grab an opportunity. Even when he had the opportunity to do so, he was extremely shy to go and approach her. Talk to her. Know her! He was frustrated by his only "mentor" - GOD! The boy was looking outside the window, and could clearly see the tiny little drops of rain, playing with the window pane. The clouds were heavy, and anyone with some common sense could easily predict that it was about to rain heavily. Neither the droplets, the small rain drops, nor the boring class of History had the slightest of chances to end soon. Out of 40 students in the class, only 9 were present due to the overnight rains. And it was still the third period. Even the teachers were absent. And in the 3 periods he had attended so far, 2 teachers were absent. But, he had still come to the school, fighting with his mom, making her believe that how important was to go to school for him that day. But, the simple and the real reason why he'd come was SHE. He knew she would come, and she had come to the school.
All he could do in the 3 periods, before the Principal called off the school for the day, was to look at her. Admire her. And feel more attracted like a magnet towards her! He wanted to talk, but was unable to, for some unknown reason he too couldn't find and justify. Despite the low class strength, he cursed God. He thought, "What could have been more romantic than a day like this! But, unluckily, I cannot be with her! God must have the worst sense of romance", he thought.
The streets were all water logged, not common during this time of the year. While the elders cursed the government for it, their younger counterparts enjoyed it like anything. The boy came out with his umbrella & bicycle. He was just about to ride it when he saw her coming. Today, just like his friends, all her friends were absent, too. So, she came playing with the water by herself. She didn't have an umbrella. He waited for her to come up.
"Hi!" she said in her all cheerful voice, "so you got no friends today?" "No", he replied, "so it seems with you, too." And tried hiding his excitement. "Yeah!" she smiled, "a little rain and they are all shut inside." He smiled and hesitatingly said, "So ... you got no umbrella?" "No, I've one. I used it while coming, 'cause I didn't want myself to be wet, then. But, now that I am returning home, I don't mind the rains!" "That's alright," he smiled and folded his umbrella back into his bag. "Hey, why are you closing your umbrella? You'll get wet" she was confused and worried at the same time. "Well..." he said in a broken tone; shivering because of the cold winds blowing, "if you don't mind... then, may be I can give you a ride to your home?", and then added immediately almost as an excuse, "it's actually on the way to my home you know!" He was embarrassed, but at the same time was excited, and was chilled out to by this conversation. She looked at him for sometime and smiled, "Okay."
The two rode through the water logged isolated streets as the drizzle kept on soaking them. For him, it was like a dream, a dream come true. Riding on a bicycle with the princess of your dreams with you, getting wet in rains, ah! He felt strong, and responsible in a way even he couldn't understand and yet he was scared. He didnt know what he was. He could smell the wet fragrance of her shoulder, and the scent of her hair almost mesmerized him. He had seen such things happening somewhere, a place he could not remember. The feeling of her cuddled into his arms there invoked a strange unknown feeling of ecstasy in him, as if he was living a moment called forever. A moment that was his very own. A moment that no one could ever take away from him. He wanted to drive the cycle in the best way he could making it as comfortable for her as possible. He wanted her to be his, only his, for that very moment. He was scared, was nervous. But, he knew, so was she. Never had she done anything like this before. She could sense his warm breath on her shoulders and neck, and feel the flex of his muscles around her. She didn't know what went on inside her but she knew that she wanted every moment to linger a bit longer. Just a little longer! Never had she felt anyone so close to her. And something inside her told her that she was happy that it was him. No one except him, ah! What the two were feeling at that moment was something which they would take at least a life time to explain themselves, to figure out, what was dwelling in them. They tried to talk but something kept them silent. Perhaps ,they didn't want their voice to disturb the warm intimate dialogue that their hearts were having in their silence. Seconds passed like that. And, so did minutes. The only thing that sounded was the little droplets of water blessed from the heavens. Gradually, they came near the girls house. The boy felt sad as she got off his bicycle.
"Thanks", she smiled. "You are welcome", he said the words, which required some unimagined effort.
He looked at her. She stood in front of him completely drenched. He could see the little droplets that ran down her cheeks. Her uniform clung onto her body, totally soaked. He swallowed a lump.
"What now?", she asked softly. "No... nothing" he felt caught and cheated, "you are fully wet. Go in quickly or you might catch cold." "Why don't you come in? Till the rain stops?", she asked him innocently, desperately wanting him to say a yes! "No!" he said almost against his will, "I will be fine." "Why?" she said, "I can catch cold, can't you? Are you so different from me? Are we so different?" The words came out from her mouth automatically. "No-no" he was embarrassed, "I didn't mean that." "Then come in", she insisted, "look at yourself you are totally wet, head to toe. Let me give you a towel, rub your head, and then you may go once the rain stops." "Actually", he said hesitatingly, "it seems the rains will only get heavier. So, let me go before it starts to pour hard." She looked up at the sky, the clouds had no doubt got darker. She gave up and said , "OK... but you'll be okay, naa?" "Oh yes", he smiled reassuringly, "My home is just ten minutes ride from here." "OK" she said slowly, "just go carefully. See you, soon." "Yup" he mounted his cycle, "see you, tomorrow." He had barely gone a few yards when she called out, "Hey just a second, don't go. Listen" He stopped immediately, as if wanting her to stop him. She came running to him. "What?", he asked.
The water drops were still rolling down her cheeks and neck. She looked around once. And then brought her face near his. As if sensing what she was doing, he leaned in,too. And she whispered earnestly in his ears, "Are we really that different?" and planted a soft kiss on his cheek and stepped back. For a moment she stood there giving him the most incredible smile, and then she ran back. He stood there, stunned for a few seconds, then he looked up at the heavens once as the rain drops doused his face. 'Not that bad sense of romance after all' he thought smiling and rode off... He looked above, and said as he was speaking to God, "Sometimes even the nightmares are comforting. You awake and think, "Huh... well, shit's not THAT bad, and neither are you!"
Thank you, God.
PS: This could have NEVER been written without MY DREAM, thus the dream takes away the credit for it. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/27/2010 12:58:00 PM |
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| How do I love her? |
I don't care what they are talking about,
All I care for is you.
I'll jump off a building to show you my love
If that's what I have to do!
I love you for everything that you are,
Not what you promise to be.
I know you can't see why or how,
You're the most important thing to me!
I want to love her like anything, love her the most, love her so much that no one has ever loved someone, love her so much that is undefined, but then... the fear; the fear which says what if by loving her too much, she is fed up of love? She starts finding it irritating? Love, in excess, can be harmful, too? And when two very different people unite, and get attracted too much... won't a time come when they'll start repelling?
PS: I swear, I never thought I was going to write such a post, but, *sigh* - Kill me for it, and help the humanity right away!Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/27/2010 12:24:00 PM |
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| Love- The Deadly Disease... |
The Security of Love -
I am transported now into a moment I wish to share with you, I am loved wrapped in the cloaks of warmth and you would think I feel secure, then you would think wrong.
Many people use love as a security blanket, they crave it like roses need the rain, they feel the strong need to be interwoven with another soul and in this think they will find shelter, yet I for all my romantic fantasies shy from such feelings, I digress from the needs and wants of love, you may now wonder why and of course being the generous author I will now indulge you. :)
Love is as water it is ever changing, ever moving penetrated easily by storms and Impossible to hold forever in your hands, it should be given freely as a gift, and never held as a possession. When love is given and reciprocated by both partners equally love can then be held in the heart and may find peace and serenity but we must always remember the rivers past transgressions, thus the storms are held in our minds which makes us more than a touch paranoid where this river will take us and thus Love is a battle of the mind and the heart, lets face it; it's bloody hard work, hence, I do not jump into the proverbial boat easily. ;-)
I myself am in Love as I write this and this I will tell you, I did not seek Love, I did not crave the attention of love, in fact I rather tried to hide from it, yet Love is not a force we can control, it takes for me at least someone exceptional to move my heart and I never expected to find this and I guess this made me closed to the prospects of it ever happening.
I enter this with a foot in the door way of my heart so that my beloved may easily slip out if she wishes to do so, as I do believe that love is a gift, not a possession and is as liberated as the stars in the sky and as impossible to change the pattern of.
There is a saying, If you love someone set them free, if they return to you they will be yours forever, if not they were never yours in the first place. I am a strong believer in that saying, it is a lesson to us all and a warning of sorts, when the one you love walks away it is respectful and sensible to give them time to feel out their hearts emotions, you cannot force love, you cannot contain it, so if that person, the one you love decides not to return it is futile to fight for this.
The saying that True love is worth fighting for, I believe only works for reciprocated love.
I guess I am an odd box of tricks, I am a die hard romantic at heart yet my experiences have left me skeptical of the realities, I have doubts, I have fears, yet I guess my heart knows that love holds no boundaries, it is as free as the words that echo the sensation.
I give my love not without fears or doubts but without Ties, without promises and expectations, this to me is true love and the die hard romantic in me just has to believe that this could be something more than special and has a chance at the hands of time, as for security we must find that in our own hearts and trust that one perfect love can survive.
And while writing all this, someone.. someone was on my mind!
~ Love!Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/27/2010 12:22:00 PM |
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| Love -The Deadly Disease. |
The Innocence of Love.
Once when I was small I had a goldfish it was for all intense and purposes Doomed as it came from a fare ground and lets face it they do not last long, however Fred the Goldfish lived a remarkably long time, I adored him, he was to me my best friend, I told Fred everything (Well as much as A five year old can about the secrets of life), and he was loved for just being there.
Sometimes I wonder If Fred adorned the veil of life much longer than expected because my heart held him there, I know this is wistful thinking and a touch silly but I do wonder. When he died I felt like the world was at an end, like the sun would not again rise into the morning sky and that my tears could not be quenched.
Then the very next day my mother bought me a Rabbit and this was to become my new source of affection, I however did not forget my scaly friend but simply shifted my emotions from one creature to another and as with all children I recovered very rapidly.
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Love when you are a child is simple, you find things in life and you cling to them like an orphan in a storm, you look consistently for love in everything and anything without even realising it and also you discover that love does not always last forever and can be fleeting, also sadly you also discover just because you love it does not mean it is reciprocated.
I found this lesson of unreciprocated Love when I was at school, I was the proverbial ugly ducking and just a touch different from the rest of the children, yet I tried to find acceptance, I tried to make the others love me, but no matter how hard I tried it did not transpire, thus I learned the lesson of rejection at a very tender age.
I know this much when we are small we recover from rejection and the loss of loved ones much faster than our adult hearts can ever comprehend and we love much more freely, we see things in a new and interesting light and hope is eternal in a child's heart, there is always more love to find, and an abundance to give.
As an adult I am now assessing the way I love, my fears of rejection and my lack of giving my heart freely.
However love to me is still magical, it is still a fairytale and I keep dreaming far too hard. I still have these childish dreams I hold in my heart of eternal love, of a perfect love, a love that can withstand the test of time and overcome the bounties of pain and life's black holes.
Sometimes I understand why I am this way, it comes from the rejection I had as a child and the place that I escaped to when I felt this way that was my mind, my mind being what it is, is a dreamworld and this created hope, created a love that may be a touch unreachable but I still keep holding out my fingertips to touch the magic and to hold on to this dream.
I don't think I will ever be comfortable with Love as I grow sometimes weary of trying, weary of my dreams being crushed, but this I will tell you is a definite truth, when I give my heart, when I say those three words it is because I feel them deeply and I will never give up on the wonders, I will never give up on that dream no matter how hard my heart wishes to hide from the hurt that it believes will always ensue from it.
Now at this point in my life I give my Love whole, not in parts, without prejudice, always with hope and only to those who truly deserve it, my love as with any soul on this planet when given is a rare and precious gift.
Love begins so simple when we are children and grows depending on the grounds that it was watered, my love is complex, it came from parched grounds, but my love found a way to survive by rooting itself deeply, hiding away in the dark, and ever looking at the stars which were my dreams.
Love is a simple Innocent gesture yet never underestimate the complexities of Love in every form.
After all, Love is Love!Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/27/2010 12:15:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, May 25, 2010 |
| MISSING SHONA |
Really its great to be hexed in love…. The world around u seems to turn upside down…… I just got into new commitment 3-4 days back….. though this time it was completely weird one….. I got into commitment wid a gal whom I just knew for a day…. Amazing……. There was something that made me fall for her…. I just asked her a question… ADITYA KI ADITI BANOGI…???? And her yes made me feel I am on cloud nine…… I dunno wat was that…. I knew she is a kid… yet I fell for her… though I am having pocket money prob …. I dun get much balance on cell , so we text each other whenever we are free……. Something I just feel like teleporting to her…. I feel happy texting her… I miss when I dun get replies…. Since last two days I wasn’t getting a single sms and that made me get so depressed …… and today around at mid night she asked me to call her… and she told me her cell’s charger broke so she had prob….. and we talked for just 5 mins and she told me wat she did whole day , how much she got bored,... I could understand she too was missing……….. god I damn love her……. I’m in love again……… wowwwwwwwwwww… Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/25/2010 04:21:00 AM |
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| Sunday, May 23, 2010 |
| why |
This too for u SHONA... I LOVE U SHONA..............
I'm in bed, awake,
My thoughts revolve around you...
The night is dark, no stars
Do you sleep next to me?
Afraid to close my eyes
Because I do not want to miss a moment...
Do not want to see dreams
Yes and no sleep can not be more beautiful than you.
Tell me what I deserve to enjoy such beauty?
Tell me why I'm the one you love? Why?
Tell me why That I took the place in your heart? Why?
Tell me, why do you love me? Why did you chose me?
Before you came, the days ran down his custom
In me broke a thousand suns
May they never disappear!
Tell me, what I did on the way to make my life so flourished?
What do I deserve such happiness?
Happiness hear you say to me: "I love you, dear"
Tell me, why You just love me? Why?
Tell Why I took the place in your heart? Why?
Tell me, why You just love me? Why?
Tell me what I deserve to be next to you?
Why I'm the one you love?Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/23/2010 04:16:00 PM |
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these are my promises to my love, my life, my SHONA.....
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise you tonight
I promise you my respect
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to always love you
I promise to be your best friend
I promise you my love
I promise you my life
I promise this forever
I promise your LOVE is my lifeLabels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/23/2010 03:49:00 PM |
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Wow…… that is wat I am feeling now… I’m an love again…. People say no one can overcome their 1st love, but I feel if we are not hurted once or dun lose someone once…. We never know their value and the next time we really care a lot… that even in mistake we dun hurt someone….. I never thought of getting committed but den I could not know when the magic took over me….. and the strangest thing is I proposed her the 1st day I chatted wid her…. She is my friend’s best friend…. Well I never saw her, we just text and I dun even have enough balance to call her…. Still I feel so complete now a days… I really the magic of love….. I’m in love and I really love u a lot SHONA……. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/23/2010 10:35:00 AM |
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| Saturday, May 22, 2010 |
| i just wanna spend my life |
i really love this song, and its now dedicated to my love, my life, my shona.......
Like a dream you can't explain love can chase a beating of your heart
Like the sunshining in the rain love can make your whole world fall apart
All i wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that I can't live without
You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you
God I love somehow... I just wanna spend my life with you
You can show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that i can't live without
You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you
What have you done to me?
Is this how its meant to be
Can't control this feeling in my heart
I can see better days glowing inside your eyes
And I know you feel it in your heart
All I wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can't live without
You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you
Love is a crazy thing
Its like when you wanna sing
And the words are deep inside your soul
When somebody comes along together you sing a song
You just let the music take control
And i wanted now
i just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can't live without
You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with youLabels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/22/2010 11:19:00 AM |
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| Friday, May 21, 2010 |
| poem by a friend ARADHITA |
life came with its full gear..
ash,crash n it cud give me was tear..
happy moments came n bothered to touch
never thot harsh experiences coul pain so much ..
i had a bag of love loads,
all ways showed no direction no path no road
god had told me what goes up comes down,
staying cool didnt matter ,
what matterd was my past ,
wich had no longer space to last ..
relle luking frwd to a future wich wud b kind ..
i dun care if nebdy wud mind ,
bt one wish tht
i hope .. i juz cud get my past rewind !
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/21/2010 10:08:00 PM |
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Two days before i got committed again... wow... the rain of love again drenched me..... now LOVE wat is it ????
Possessiveness is not love
Jealousy is not love Lust is not love Fear is not love Keeping people all to yourself is not love Expecting something from someone is not love
To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you. It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/ boyfriend/ wife/ husband/ son/ daughter/ whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.
You are the only person who can tell you what love is. The only reason I’m writing all this stuff is because people always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all that. You can’t make any sense of it if you keep doing that. You have to get rid of everything you think you know first.
And what i learnt from past
Letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things you can do, but it’s also very necessary. If you don’t let go, you may end up smothering them and they will want to stay away from you. If someone was always worried about you and always judging every little thing you do, and panicking over seemingly tiny things… would you want to spend more time with them or less? This counts for every kind of relationship, but seems to be a common problem among parents for some reason. I believe they call it “overprotective”. It really comes down to fear and trust. Just like you are more likely to know what’s best for you than even your closest friend, it goes both ways. Just because the person is doing something that looks like a really bad idea to you, doesn’t mean they’re making a huge mistake. It may actually be right for them. And even if it isn’t, mistakes are not the end of the world unless they’re fatal – the entire point of mistakes is to learn from them. If you keep someone from making mistakes, you are keeping them from learning… you would be holding them back. You don’t want to do that, do you?
This doesn’t mean you should never give people advice or tell them what you think, though. By all means, do so. But don’t become “obsessed” with it, or nag them about it or keep bringing it up every other day. That will just make them even less likely to want to listen to you. If you really feel a need to get a point across to someone, the best way to do it is by example. Practice what you preach. Mention it every now and then if you must. But most importantly, give them a REASON to listen to you. And respect their decisions. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/21/2010 01:17:00 PM |
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this is last chat with siya just few minutes ago... wow , she really learnt new galis :-p
ADITYA: CAN'T WE BE FRIENDS, just friends
SIYA: hi... , how r u
ADITYA: fine , learnt to live, how r u
SIYA: m happy 4 u
ADITYA: how much kuni score , i'm happy for u ,
SIYA: kuni got 72 percent
ADITYA: wow, tell her i was asking for treat
SIYA: hmm
ADITYA:and how's aunty n uncle, and mani
SIYA: evry 1 is f9
ADITYA:hmmm, der??
SIYA: ya
ADITYA:so can we be friends
SIYA: pata he yahan pe barish ho rahi he....kuch purani yadeen yaad aa rahi he
ADITYA:yaa mein kal se bhig hi raha hoon yahan bhi ho rahi hai , but mein yaadon ko blog pe dal diya, ab new life , my animation, she and quest to achieve stuffs
SIYA: if u dnt mind can i know her name
ADITYA: aditi
SIYA: u cnt lie me..if u dnt want name her dats diffrent
ADITYA:her nick is aditi , its was co incidence
SIYA: kahanki he...kya karti he
ADITYA:class 10 student , durgapur
SIYA: wo to bachi he
ADITYA:janta hoon , kya fark padta hai
SIYA: kahan mil gayi 2mhe, fark padta he
ADITYA:ek freind ke gf ki best freind hai, she brought her to orkut, and rest was done, kya fark padta hai ???
SIYA: ok...its ur lyf..ache se rakhna use...she is a baby....
SIYA: kahan ho
ADITYA:system change kar raha tha, assignment complete karna hai
SIYA: hey m sry na baat karo na
SIYA: m sry cant add u on orkut, some personal reasons, hws ur classes
ADITYA:its ohk i understand, well went through hard phase, but still i talked to director
he allowed me to continue even after i have due of 70000, i can continue and pay after i get job but they won't give me certificates till i pay
SIYA: dats great..... m happy 4 u
ADITYA:wait i am allowing u to watch my albums , check them, u can see them if u like
SIYA: i cnt.....want to say sum thng to u
ADITYA:ya say
SIYA: r u still misssing me
ADITYA:doesn't matter, jina shikh liya
SIYA: i jus want to say sorry to u
ADITYA:jane to
SIYA: sorry wat i hav done
ADITYA:it was my fault, i realised later, forget it , u moved on , now i have too
SIYA: do u knw sarthak patnaik
ADITYA:who's that, never heard the name
SIYA: my new best frnd...i thought might knw him
ADITYA:nopes, sorry , aur wats going on, b'day ke liye anithing special
SIYA: u remember my bday
ADITYA:ya i do, had surprise for u
SIYA: wat
ADITYA:surprises should be surprises
SIYA: hope sumthng gud
ADITYA:hope for best prepare for worst, hey ek baat sach batao
SIYA: wat do u mean
ADITYA:nothing
SIYA: kya pucho
ADITYA:u had kept the leonardo dicaprio dvd na
SIYA: ya
ADITYA:hmmm, u r really happy n a
SIYA: ya....m happy wid him, nw can iask u sum thng
ADITYA:ask
SIYA: kya 2m sandeep ko hamare shadi ki baat batayi thi
ADITYA:haan bataya tha
SIYA: kyn taki mera breakup ho jye
ADITYA:yeah meine use bahut pehle bataya tha, day after i met u last time, he called me , and i told him all
SIYA: 2m use ladkiyon ke nums mangte ho.., jitna mujhe pata chala he 2m use mona ka num diye the patane k liye, how cheap u r...
ADITYA: bahut cheap ho gaya hoon
SIYA: he gave many num to u n gave my num to many guys...rite??
ADITYA: thats wrong, whom did i give ur no.
SIYA: i have to go bye.... , sarthak....a guy 4m bbsr whm u used to play ur matchs
ADITYA: well yese kisi ladke ko mein nahi janta, wats his gaming nick
SIYA: guru
ADITYA: which guru
SIYA: jus go to hell u bloody swine..its really my fault dat i fell in love wid a jerk like u....4 ur kind info nw sarthak is my best buddy n hes us a great guy atlest nt lyk u
ADITYA: he he he he he he he , wat a joke, anyways its ur life
SIYA: u r a bastard
ADITYA:yaa it wasn't ur fault re, anything else maam , it was my fault i said yes to u when i knew u were multi talented gal, i dun wanna fight, mein past bhool chuka hoon, if u wanna fight then i'm leaving i have assignments to complete, and jitne bhi gali janti ho de do, i won't affect me
SIYA: ujs go to hell...i must tell u dat i knw evrythng abt ur fndsip wid my jaan..he used to tell me evrythng...he really undrstnds me a lot n far more better than..he even knw abt my marriage stil he loves me alot..
ADITYA:do i care
SIYA: dnt thnk dat he ll ever leave me.., u r pimp..
ADITYA: thanx, m rocking in my life
well more to come soon.............
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/21/2010 01:03:00 PM |
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Who am l, who am l the one who was someone else? l am lost, in my own world, l was happy with myself. What has happened to me? Everything seems to be new. Everything has changed. Hey what’s going on? l don’t know. Who am l, who am l, l don’t recognise myself. What is happening to me, l cannot understand it? Every moment whatever happens l tell you. Every moment l keep thinking how you are. Everything that you say seems feels to be true. Everything you do feels nice. Who am l, who am l the one who was someone else? l am lost, in my own world, l was happy with myself. What has happened to me? Everything seems to be new. Everything has changed. ls this what you call love. What you call love. What you call love.
l just said what was in my heart. l was unaware of it myself. l was lost in you, l was so crazy. l couldn’t understand what had happened. Why everything seems to be new. Everything has changed. Yes this is what you call love. You are my love, l know just that, l don’t know anything else. You are my life, l don’t know anything else. Crazy about you, the one l want to hold in my arms. Mad about you, you are only one that the heart likes. Yes this is what you call love. Yes this is what you call love. Yes this is..
l just said what was in my heart. l was unaware of it myself. l was lost in your melody, l was so crazy. l didn’t understand what had happened. Everything seems to be new. The entire world has changed. Yes, this is what you call love. Yes, this is what you call love. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/21/2010 05:59:00 AM |
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| Wednesday, May 19, 2010 |
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I had no work today so just wrote all the subtitles of the song Appudo Ippudo of movie BOMMIRILLU, i really like this song a lot .......
I dreamt sometime ago...
I fell in love with you somewhere...
You're my imagination...
You're my dream girl...
My heart said you're mine...
When someone asks me
the sweetest thing in my life...
The first thing that would strike
my mind is your name...
When someone asks me
the happiest thing in my life...
It would be the path you go...
When someone asks me about
the sky's missing blue color...
I would tell them that
it is in your eyes...
I'll curse myself if I fail to express
my feelings to you...
I'll praise myself if you say
what I want to say...
I'll be myself if you are with me...
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/19/2010 09:34:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, May 18, 2010 |
| who will cry |
“And so, as you start this book, I respectfully ask you, Who will cry when you die? How many lives will you touch while you have the privilege to walk this planet? What impact will your life have on the generations that follow you? And what legacy will you leave behind after you have taken your last breath? One of the lessons I have learned in my own life is that if you don’t act on life, life has a habit of acting on you. The days slip into weeks, the weeks slip into months and the months slip into years. Pretty soon it’s all over and you are left with nothing more than a heart filled with regret over a life half lived”
these are the lines from Robin Sharma’s book WHO WILLCRY WHEN YOU DIE?? Well I was thinking about this and realized, I haven’t done anything that would make any impact on other’s life… I have only hurts peoples, broke trust, never understood anyone’s feelings… so I feel when I die people would rather bet happy…. So no one would cry when I die…. That is why would any one cry to me…..
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/18/2010 11:57:00 AM |
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Well after a long period of lonely nights, where isolation reigned, solitude filled heart and you suffered all alone. You came to know that this world is filled with selfish peoples who always care for their own happiness. They never cared for you or anybody else, just wish for their own success, stayed with you coz they needed your help, consolidation and company but when their work is over, they ask who are you? Do I know you? Have we ever met? And this questions just struck to heart as why does this happen? Why do all leave us alone and move on their way? Why are people so selfish?
Just still searching for answers……………..
a post from my old blog . and still i haven't seeked out the ans.....Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/18/2010 11:55:00 AM |
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| Sunday, May 16, 2010 |
| my life my probs |
i thought i will give up smoking, but i feel i can't live without it.... problems never leave me...... with in 2 days i have to return money to my frend and i have not been able to pay institute fee for last 5 months ...... gosh ........... its getting multiplied every month.......... i am staying online today also.... just to complete my another assignment for my aftereffects ....... i haven't taken food till now from morning.... almost everyday i am skipping lunch,............ as don't like mom asking how will i manage paying such huge amount...... total around 3 lacs.......... if i work in call centre also it would take 60 months............ gosh ............ my dreams is was to break but my institute is allowing me to continue classes and kisi ne sach kaha hai .............. inshaan ko sabse jyada takleef sapne ke tutne pe hota hai, and those 30 days where i was struggling to arrange money and could not arrange were hell, though still i haven't paid any, i have a lot to pay.... 1st to one of my kinda friend whom i borrowed some amount as now he is in trouble.... hope i coop with it properly.............. after a hectic day..... gud nite ...... will write tomorrow.............. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/16/2010 09:05:00 PM |
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Are friends always enough, if they were enough why did we ever fall in love….. why did we go mad for someone…. Why did we break friendship and ran after love…. Coz there is certain things that friendship fails to give and love provides easily…. I really dunno what it is ….. we all know love hurts a lot…. Still we say love is world’s greatest feeling……. I too had one broken friendship wid all my friends…. Was not in connection wid anyone…… just for the shake of love…… and what this fucking shit is love… I have been betrayed thrice, may be you get other version from others….. but its my version and I feel betrayed dumped……. Am I that bad….. do I always deserve being dumped opr betrayed……. Don’t I deserve living a normal life….. I have been struggling since when I was in 9th those days I used to work in café just to help my dad…… and still I am working….. the one I loved never knew what I was doing….. how hard I am struggling just to see them one……. How much I had to bear just to meet them….. no one knew how I reached where they were….. how I returned back……… one ciggrate…… few misunderstanding were enough for them to dump me and get another brat……. Was I that bad……… I have learnt to move on….. still sometimes I feel how nice it would be if someone loved me…………… would be just mine…………… who would sing for me………… who will be my dream …… who will be my wish ………….. who will be my fantasy……………. who will be my hope ………………. who will be my love …………… Be everything that I need. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/16/2010 09:00:00 PM |
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A few days back, while chatting with a friend I said something which got me thinking. Did I hear it somewhere or did it just come out of my conscious ? I dont know, but here it is.
"In life, always follow your dreams. Just dont put all your hopes on them. Because if they dont come true, you will atleast be saved from falling flat on your face."
Have I become very pessemistic in life ?? Or is it just the truth ?? I dont know for sure. But the more I think about it, I really do feel that is the truth.
But what are dreams ? I feel they are milestones that we choose to keep in our life, work for it and then at the end of the day hope that they will come true. Some do come true and then we believe in all the good there is in this world. And some dont and then we or atleast I, believe that this world is a cruel place :) (well not quite)
But all said and done, dreams are what make your life worth living. When you are going through a bad phase of life, dreams for better times is what gets you through the day. Life is short, dream big then you will live big. I should really do that. I have spent a lot of time clinging on to my past, afraid to let it go. I think its time for me to dream a lil and live life as its meant to be.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/16/2010 08:58:00 PM |
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| Well , kisi ne sach hi kaha hai ,,,, jo hota hai ache ke liye hota hai…. Today I realized it and I am really thankful to siya and sandeep for it…………. Thanx to sandeep for being the person sending msg and giving her calls …… and thanx to siya for calling him and lying and talking to him…….. becoz if that day those stuff would not happened den I would have never joined MAAC, I would have never tried real hard to show my worth……… today I know what is my capability……… what can I do and what I am……… thanx a lot siya……. I will always be grateful to u …….. as today I am happy wid the position I am at……… Sahi mein jo hota hai ache ke liye hota hai…….. Labels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/16/2010 08:56:00 PM |
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WELL MY LOVE IS GONE
my love is gone...
Let it go...
the girl has gone...
Let her go...
Lights have gone...
story has changed...
It's darkness all the way...
Victory from life slipped out...
It left me alone...
Now it's fine...
Glass will break...
Chain will get snapped...
Rose will wither...
Let it go...
Pond will stay...
Beauty will diminish...
Man also dies...
Let love too go...
Successful lovers...
Those who married...
They remain in homes...
Those who love and fail in it
rule the world...
And shine bright in history...
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/16/2010 11:58:00 AM |
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| Friday, May 14, 2010 |
| Luck is Back |
Luck started working for me again, now lost love doesn’t hurt, sans of memories dun haunt, dreams have come back, wow………. I got a chance to complete my course now, I got a chance, I will work hard to be the best animator……. Well still I dunno how will I face my parents when they will know I have dropped my 12th this year, and now toh I dun even do the job,.. time is getting harder for me…… as I always say money….. its always the cause of all probs….. well but now the institute is allowing me to continue my course and I can pay slowly…. I have to prove my worthiness…. Aditya has now started everything again ……. Now life starts again from the beginning….. it’s a new beginning… so friend pray for me….. the best animator and worst write is here :P
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/14/2010 03:29:00 PM |
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As time moves on, things around us keep on changing. People also. Everything is different after every moment. Have you tried to keep them sometimes as they are? Have you ever wanted time to be frozen…?
What if moments are like vapors that rise…rise up and freeze…no movement no pain…just plain silence. The celebrations, the joy, the tears, the cry all frozen in a moment. Ice cold, solid emotions captured in a frame, billions of them.
Some in midst of darkness and some opening up to the new dawn. Everyone would be in an emotion, making a life out of it. The journey, the pain all in a single moment of time.
This doesn’t make sense. Why would time freeze? But it should…shouldn’t it. All I do everyday is run in a circle. There is nothing new to my life. My life is frozen already. I just want it to freeze, now in a moment, as I lie steadily undone and unfazed. It’s so beautiful if u see it, icy blue…the world frozen…
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/14/2010 05:27:00 AM |
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Love's not easy on the Internet
Words of honesty is hard to melt
Love needs eyes and hands to be felt
Only hurts rest but no joy to get
Lovers cant reach through this opaque screen
Emotions and feelings are freezening
Yet they rely on net to express what is felt
When they can't calm down the anger by caressing
Words written are easily misunderstood
Faith and trust are rarely their roots
Kissing the words is the only choice
Only fortunate lovers can hear the voice
This experience I undergo each day
But patience and faith show me the way
No matter whatever hinders my love
The truth in it reaches you like doveLabels: aditya |
| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 5/14/2010 05:27:00 AM |
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| Wednesday, May 12, 2010 |
| Love, Life, Etc |
Well to talk of an entirely different genre.Love is a quite complex subject which many claim to have mastered.However very few people in the world lead totally satisfying love lives.The reason can somewhere down the line be attributed to the fact that the wishes and aspirations of both the participants is somewhat different.Whereas males generally want a sense of security, some kind of leash that is not too tight but which can hold them tight towards their loved ones.
Love is a feeling that strikes when it is least expected to.You have hardly seen a person who says that he expected to fall in love with a particular girl.The joy in being in love is primarily the mental and emotional satisfaction one partner lends to another.When you are in a dilemma or you want a shoulder to cry on or you want a helping hand you get that.
Now you may ask so where is the stumbling block when love carries so many advantages.Primarily the reason why it is so good is the reason why most break-ups happen.When you expect a shoulder to cry on you become possessive of that shoulder refusing to lend it to anyone even relatives.No one knows whether that’s a bad thing.But it happens and that is the reality.
Here comes the catch.How do you balance your partner’s expectations with your wishes.Where are the lines drawn?Or are they at all?Can personal lives be separated from your shared life?Is it feasible?Is it desirable?
Here the understanding and the bond between partners is tested to the hilt.Your partner is not your sibling.He was not brought up with you.He may have been brought up in a different manner than you.But that shouldn’t stop you from respecting each other’s sentiments.Respect each other’s views.This is the first and sole guiding principle for a happy and successful love life.Labels: aditya |
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