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| Wednesday, August 24, 2011 |
| awoke, move on |
My new work a website, for lalita is about to complete and
now I have decided to start a agency for web designing. So the graphics
designer in me has awoke. Now time to get my dreams come true. And I am also
working on my novel. 1st chapter will get over soon. And I really
love my friends for help me with it… just love them all.
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| Friday, August 19, 2011 |
| get set go |
wow i today realised that i already have started paying of my debts.... wee.... 15k already paid.... more 135k to pay... den i can go after my dreams..... life going on tracks... what more i need.... loving n living........
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/19/2011 10:59:00 PM |
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| Monday, August 15, 2011 |
| relations |
Feel like complaining but can’t, dunno what will happen if I
do, once I lost her, just coz of possessiveness, relations are just so
confusing, don’t want to lose her. But then feel like now able to see her like
this too… damn confused…. Damn relations
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/15/2011 03:09:00 PM |
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| Aditya Died Today |
Dunno what made me do this, and then I realized tat just a
delay of 10 secs could cost me my life. But then it was fun, fear, excitement
and a big risk.
The whole evening was a disaster, I’m not able to understand
what I’m in real, someone takes me as flirt, who is messing up with their gals
just because I’m talking nicely and being bit close. Someone thinks I just a
loner, sober just cos I shared few part of my life with his gal. Someone is
scared of accepting me as her love just cos she doesn’t wants to be in trouble or i'm just not a rich kid.
What am I? Who am I?
Thinking of ending everything, completely frustrated, while
going back home at 12.30 am, something made me walk towards the railway tracks
nearby. Stood on tracks, lit my cigarette, and watched to both sides, it was
calm, dark night. Suddenly the surrounding was filled with a loud roar, and I could
make it clear it was a train coming from the opposite side. Just one thing was
running in my mind, “LIFE YOU CAN”T SCREW ME ANYMORE I QUIT.”
I started walking towards the train, and train was speeding
towards me, I was scared, heartbeats felt to be louder enough to be heard,
everything that I went through came in front of me, my past, how my ex dumped
me off, how I struggled through the pain, the way I made my way through, the
ups and downs, all the time I walked on the path not taken, my family, my
friends from so called facebook, some of those who are really close to me, some
whose fucking boyfriends think I’m gonna steal their gals, fuck…… but someday I too
was the same, so can’t complain. And suddenly I realized what will my family do
without me, the friends who always needed me and I felt they need me badly. But den I again was brought back to
reality by the roar of the speeding giant, and it must be just 10- 15 sec away
from me and I manage to jump off the track.
I saved myself, but the aditya inside committed suicide or
may be I killed him, pushing him under the speeding giant. Now its just sachin,
the real me. And complete new beginning. A new beginning of my life.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/15/2011 02:13:00 PM |
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| Saturday, August 13, 2011 |
| happy |
Finally my blog's whole idea is done.......... now just to jolt it down... hope to finish it soon...
today is raksha bandhan... hand has few rakhis.... and i will start writing from 15th.... independence day.... and try to finish it with in 3 months.... 2000k words should be enough...... i really liked the appreciation on my prologue ... but still i didn't get who all were commenting.... anyone who has any views... ideas to share ... plz mail me on- knightwarrior.earth@gmail.com and mention on my comments u mailed.... miles to go before i finish......
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/13/2011 02:13:00 PM |
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| Saturday, August 6, 2011 |
| YOUTH in me speaks |
I’m just another common youth who sometimes gets caught in
rain, sometimes in blast, and sometimes in protest. I am the one who
suffers the most in a traffic jam,, protests, elections, racial
discrimination and curfews. I have been called immature, tagged as a
maverick but I am a YOUTH whose potentials are great. I came here with
a hell lot of failures; coming up here I have no hidden agenda, I will
speak what I felt and what I saw.
I am a YOUTH, I can do anything and my reach is
endless. I have been tagged for doing nothing and just enjoying my
life, smoking, drinking, doping but we are the future of this nation.
Look around the world and see the problems, the foul politics where
ministers make money and then another comes just to spoil the society.
Who cares for the nation? I see my future nowhere; I face downfalls,
lost love and burdened by responsibilities. I am dejected. I am broken;
love me because I ma like you all, I’m just another human being trying
to earn money and trying to do my job. There is one thing- our county
which we have to make better. But who has time for it, everyone is busy
with their own lives. There are some politicians who are loyal and are
running this country but most of them are corrupt.
I would like to ask everyone a simple question. How many of
you go out on Independence Day to salute our national flag? How many
sing the national anthem on republic day? Most of us take these as
national holidays and we enjoy the holidays by either sleeping or by
remaining at home with our families. Isn’t it correct?
We expect so much from our country; but we hardly do
anything for it. But our main problem is, instead of fighting the
situation and system we get complacent and get used to our lives,
situation and forget everything going around. This is our main problem,
we forget everything going around. We are the once, who saw bloody
discrimination; who became a victim of such protests. But the politics
stinks, they are criminals moving openly. If peoples are migrating then
why these ministers don’t create opportunities for them, they just talk
and give big lectures. This is not acceptable, this system is fraud.
The demand of the hour is YOUTH. We will join politics, will
become bureaucrats. India will change. I heard the call of my nation; I
heard it late but I’m happy at least I heard it. We will open up our
companies, will be the entrepreneurs of tomorrow and we can definitely
change the nation. Did you have to worry about these things when you
were young? I too don’t have the solution but I want to fight.
I am a YOUTH who wants to make his country clean; the
country that has been polluted with foul politics and corruption. Does
anyone have problems if I feel awakened? I was always dissatisfied by
the system going around, but I could not get time as I was running
after money. But now I am free and will stand up for my nation.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/06/2011 06:10:00 PM |
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| a part of me speak...... |
When one is a kid, one wants to grow up fast and join school. When
one is in school, he wants to move further and longs to be in college;
when in college he wants to have a bike, a girlfriend and sex. Soon he
wants to move on in life; one is itching is join a job and when he
joins it he desires to get married and have a family. And when he
marries he wants to have a kid and a perfect home. Soon one desires to
retire, and when he retires he wants to be with his family, life
suddenly becomes dull; eventually after growing old he wants to die.
And before dying suddenly he realizes he has never lived a life; never
enjoyed it. He did whatever every other individual had done in life;
never made his life special. So I want to do whatever I like doing,
live like a maverick, live life without any regrets as whatever I went
through was my own decision, what I chose for myself. Who care for the
fucking laws? I want to live like a king and ho whatever I feel like
doing. I may be sounding abnormal, but this is what I am. Who cares
about others and nation? I am happy because I exist. I have seen lowest
phase of life; have gulped the down with a sad face.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/06/2011 04:23:00 PM |
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| Monday, August 1, 2011 |
| now i know what is reality |
AT ANYTIME, anyone can decide to
change the road on his/her life, take a new direction, and follow a new trail.
You are the only one who really know what you want in life and if you are on the
right track. I have learned so many lessons in my life. I have discovered how to
enjoy the people and places around me, to appreciate the here and now. I have
grown and changed thru expressing my thoughts and feelings to family and
friends. I have learned to live in a grateful life. Life is a series of
transitions and a collection of interactions with others. It is a journey
through time that gathers together so many emotions and allows us all to cherish
the truths that we believe in, and to respect others for theirs. Life proceeds
forward and it happens over and over again as each day begins and ends. It holds
millions of mysteries for each of us to explore and incorporate into our lives.
I create the roads that I will follow. My life is an ongoing experience that
fascinates and enlightens me. I am forever questioning my thoughts and feelings
and the never ending illusive truths that keep me pondering the mysteries of
life. I have no words of wisdom to explain what life should or should not be,
but I do know this:
"Every breath is counted and time is timeless ONE
DAY……. I will be gone…."
It's alright to be fearful of the
unknown; it's smart to walk slowly in the darkness. And I know that each of us
is born on a line; from the moment of conception to the moment of our death, we
are all in a lifeline. But I keep on searching for the true meaning of life by
devoting myself on my ideals, and enjoying the wonderful adventure through
time…..and by making every day special. Everyday I am preparing to make choices
and reminding myself to think positively about things, to take whatever happens
and find something good in it…to be hopeful…that one day…when I get up….knowing
the mystery is really no mystery. I Am not afraid on my last day…'coz I know…
any day could be final! Life is so short….that's why I am making each
day
the BEST OF
IT!
You are asking me what I
want……..TRUE FRIEND IS ALL I WANT!
Nothing more! Actually….
I
have so many Friends here but I want to have True Friends. There are many people
that we meet in our lives…but only a very few will make a lasting impression on
our minds and hearts…..it is these people that we will think often and who will
always remain important to us….as a TRUE FRIEND.
READY OR NOT, SOMEDAY IT WILL COME TO AN END.
There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days. All the things you
collected whether treasured or forgotten…will be pass to someone else. Your
wealth, fame and temporal power will shrive to irrelevance! It will not matter
what you owned or what you were owned. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations
and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too…….your hopes, ambitions, plans
and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that was seemed so important
will fade away. It won't matter where you came from……or on what side of the
track you lived at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful,
brilliant or not. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant!
WHAT MATTER MOST
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1.
Not what you bought, but what you
built;
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Not what you got, but what you
gave;
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Not even your success, but your
significance;
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Not what you learned, but what you
taught;
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Not even your competence, but your
CHARACTER;
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Not how many people you knew, but
how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone;
7.
Not your memories , but the MEMORIES THAT LIVE IN THOSE WHO LOVED
YOU;
HOW
LONG YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED BY WHOM , FOR WHAT AND WHY.
CHOOSE TO LIVE A LIFE
THAT VALUES TIME! SMILE!
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It
is a question which often arises in the minds of guys that why do girls change
from day to day? When a girl changes unpredictably mostly it happens because she
is confused. Actually they are confused about what they really want from you,
they just know one thing very clearly that they want you in their life. Some
girls are slow in understanding their relationship and are not sure about what
they truly want beyond knowing you. In fact a girl who do acts like that, likes
you, but the problem is she don't know how much she like you and keep on
assessing her inner feelings about you. So, she tries to do what it takes to
keep you around her and when you get closer to her to the extent she is not
ready for you to be she pushes you away. You can do nothing to move forward a
girl who is stuck in a situation like this. What you can do is to wait because
the hesitancy she is dealing with has nothing to do with you. Live your normal
life and don't close your heart for other girls, until that confused girl make
her move and is ready to give you something solid to build your
relationship.
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| posted by Sachin Shresta @ 8/01/2011 12:42:00 PM |
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| everything happens for a good reason |
Sometimes
people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be
there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who
you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but
you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your
life in some profound way.
And
sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and
unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles
you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything
happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness,
love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test
limits of your soul.
Without
these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to
nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people
you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can
create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they
are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone
hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have
helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you
open your heart.
If someone
loves you, love them back unconditionally,not only because they love you, but
also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to
little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly
can, for you may never experience it again.
Talk to
people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself
fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you
have every right to.
Tell
yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't
believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and
then go out and live it.
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A
student asked a teacher, "What is love?"
The teacher said, "In order to
answer your question, go to the wheat field and choose the biggest wheat and
come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn
back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one
big wheat, but he wonders....may be there was a bigger one later.
Then he saw
another bigger one... but may be there was an even bigger one waiting for
him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he start to
realize that the wheat was not as big as the previous one he saw, he come to
know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.
So, he ended up went
back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love...
you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already
missed the person...."
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