It is just me and loneliness here. Some days I love it,
today I hate it.
Loneliness permeates me today. I don’t know why.
Sometimes I think it would just be better if I had a
someone. Then I think of the time I had a gal friend and I am happy to live
alone.
I think I am ugly and nothing I do will change that.
When I am alone, my mind plays games with me. Why can’t my
mind be like everyone else’s?
Will I ever be “cured”?
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