I'm not able to sleep , it doesn't mean i dun sleep just don't fall asleep soon... I got a job... Everyone is happy for me... But what about me... I'm not happy... I'm alone, this loneliness never leaves me... But now it has turned into a habit... Doesn't hurt much... Few puffs and i'm okie ... Life goes no... Now my family and its happiness is everything... As i have lost mine... Its 1st time i'm writing blog no my cell... But i have nothing to do at 2 o clock at night... So i'm killing time... Everyone is annoyed with... For someone i was a bad boyfriend... For someone i turn to be selfish bestfriend... Now i'm just trying to be a good son... Atleast someone would appriciete it.... Now my thumb really is hurting... but i want to speak my heart out.... i am waiting for a reply from tweetie, wish she accepted me again as she used to do it...
bas ab ek haan ke intezaar me raat yunhi guzar jaayegi,
ab toh bas uljhan hai saath mere neend kahan aayegi,
Subah ki kiran na jaane konsa sandesh laayegi,
rimjhim is gungunayegi ya pyaas adhuri reh jaayegi...... Labels: wishes |
