I dunno whom I missing so much, I’m so confused… is it siya or Sriya or gayatri……. I have no place for siya…. And I already lost gayatri and sriya …. I’m going crazy… heart and brain both are out of order…. Just wish to go somewhere…….. get drunk like hell and keep smoking… the more I want to forget them.. the more I get tangled….. not being able to get a job is creating probs… I need to pay money back to sonu, my brother and another friend….. the pressure is getting more…. Solutions are far off sight…….. not able to take it more… today I’m awake at café……..so many regrets…… I always did wat I wanted to do so that I wouldn’t regret coz it were all my decisions but donno why today I regret on each and every decision of mine….. today I’m a bad student, a boy friend, a bad boyfriend, a bad son, a bad brother and a bad boy……… just a bad guy…… now just want to make things right… want to atleast be a gud son, gud brother, gud friend that’s it…. Hope I can do it…. Wish my guardian angel will bless me with strength and good luck………… Labels: experiences of life, Journey of Animation |
thng z dat sachin u cant stay wid a single prsn ..n i hate it...!i hope u hav a bright future ahead...!gudluck!