ME and MY LONELINESS: another lonely day gone

When I look back now I am relieved that I wasn’t a king or a cupid and there was no real dream came true.

Here I am, feeling so alone even in the most crowded of places. And without my better half, this remaining half is getting worse day by day. So much pain, so much grief…. Even the teats have dried up…. But still, I have to sustain myself to live and I have to laugh…..

I open her picture on the computer, I tease her, pinch her nose, run my finger over her eyes, cheeks and beautiful lips and say, “congratulation, it’s been 444 days you left me alone and u happy with someone else…. “

With her, everything else has gone my dreams, my happiness, my good looking future and lot more… I have changed (of course people tend to) I have learnt to wear a fake smile. When I am with friends, I want to be alone. When I am alone, I want company. Nothing comforts.

With arrival of night and the passing of each day, I realize that another day of my lonely life has gone. So I am now little closer to a world where nothing would matter and all pain would end….