Today I am feeling so bad…. Bad coz I was humiliated…. Felt bad coz I was misleading someone….. my friend who lended money called a friend of mine and seeked about me …. He badly needs money…. I promised to give in two days…. I dunno how I’m gonna do that…. A guy again suggested me that I should go for organ donation…… wish I could someone who would pay me gud…. I would not step back…. I so badly need money…. Have not been home for last 10 days… spending nights in café…….. being here and there…….. what I had dreamt of being a famous animator and what I am now…. Will go home in morning and do whatever my mom asks me to and if I get a chance will donate a organ…….. wanna end all probs….. want to give happiness to my family atleast………. Can’t be reason for everyone’s sadness………. I am just a worthless guy who doesn’t know what he is born for………. I just keep listen to the song “emptiness” and keep feeling so lonely yeah….. and keeps searching a better place from this emptiness……….. oh ho……… mr lonely is lonely forever……… with broken dreams………….. shattered heart…… lost soul………. Labels: Journey of Animation, life, Lonely Sachin |
