I dunno whats happening the more I try to quit…. Give it up… I’m unable to….. its feels like its what I’m born for…. I have come a log way…. Struggled a lot…. If nobody’s helping me, doesn’t mean I’m gonna quit…….. I had decided to give it up….. but I won’t lose it all so easily……… I know I’m helpless………. Being poor is really worst thing….. when the world outside is money oriented….. but just wished I had a little support…. Can’t give up when I gave my everything for it………. I dunno where I’m gonna bring money from but now I want to achieve my goal….. doesn’t matter if I have to sell myself for it……….. for me my dream is everything……… it’s the reason I moved on for……….. forgot every pain n sorrow………. Leaving animation mean committing suicide…….. I’m not a loser to kill myself…… will give a one last try……… just wish god helps me………. Wish I get a treasure………. But wishes dun come true……… Monday will be back to institute after a week………. Well I know I need to pay some amount………. Just a day in hand…….. wishing for a miracle…….. now I’m in such a bad condition that can’t even arrange 10k bucks………. So helpless…….. and most dun trust me as already in heavy depts…….. even having broken cell has cut me off from everyone………… isha had said she would try but I have no contacts now…….. such a helpless loser am i………. dun wanna be a loser anymore…. Being loser sucks……….. just wanna do great…….. even I have to prove my skills in annual function at institute……. But if I fail to pay……….. it seems I would be out………. My dreams would be shattered…….. hoping for best but not prepared for worst……….. Labels: Journey of Animation |
