dunno why there is a unbearable pain right in my left chest.... why something is throbbing so hard that it could just jump out.... why happiness runs away from me the moment i realize that i could be the happiest person.... was siya right i nothing but a loser, who is using a fake identity to hide his failure..... may be she was right..... i am nothing but a loser and a i keep it hiding behind a fake mask of aditya....... aditya again a question in my life.... why is aditya so happy and real me so sad.... aditya makes everyone happy.... wins trust.... owns hearts.... but real me..... makes everything go wrong.....is a loser...... and i really dunnno......... what to do.......... well all i can do i try to fogret everything wid puffs of smokes...... thats real me....who can't even face reality and crys alone.... a loser. Labels: discovering aditya |
