i thought i will give up smoking, but i feel i can't live without it.... problems never leave me...... with in 2 days i have to return money to my frend and i have not been able to pay institute fee for last 5 months ...... gosh ........... its getting multiplied every month.......... i am staying online today also.... just to complete my another assignment for my aftereffects ....... i haven't taken food till now from morning.... almost everyday i am skipping lunch,............ as don't like mom asking how will i manage paying such huge amount...... total around 3 lacs.......... if i work in call centre also it would take 60 months............ gosh ............ my dreams is was to break but my institute is allowing me to continue classes and kisi ne sach kaha hai .............. inshaan ko sabse jyada takleef sapne ke tutne pe hota hai, and those 30 days where i was struggling to arrange money and could not arrange were hell, though still i haven't paid any, i have a lot to pay.... 1st to one of my kinda friend whom i borrowed some amount as now he is in trouble.... hope i coop with it properly.............. after a hectic day..... gud nite ...... will write tomorrow.............. Labels: aditya |
